mentally unstable

ok..update...on wed i realised that iv still got feelins for M&Ms*hafiz*...n well i went to watch the soccer match on friday to support aerfi since hez playin...n of cos M&Ms played...n i dunno y all my feelins 4 him juz came back...i noe i noe shoot me ryt...nwe i bought M&Ms(as in da chocolate) for obvious reasons n i tot id juz leav it on his bag...y i oso dunno...n well i did....guess i tot mayb if i did that...arg heck i oso dunnolah....well final thing is i wuz ryt....he n me...never gonna happen again...cumon its been over 5 months...as if he still has feelins for me...hah!!!well at least i cen hev closure now...i hope...hell its been 5 months n im still not over him...hu noes how much longer ill take now...no probz...not as if im with ani1 n i like ani1...sure i kinda liked akash n well hez likeable material but akash...please...that 1 oso not gonna happen....everr.... well i juz wna b single for now....easier...n anyway kuah satay is goin new zealand in june so itll b easier once he'z gone....honestli i feel bad for him cos he luvs me so much yet i cant return him that...well i guess lifes not fair huh...

posted by naddz @ 9:01 AM