mentally unstable

but its weird..i didnt knowlah that natalie in the play is suposedly me..

haha..the sarcasm..talkin to danial but never lookin at him..

n her soft heartedness after all the crap..

no wonder tf said that i would make a gd natalie..

but i tink dhaniah is perfect as nat..

and

as much as the whole post

me gtn drunk n him takin care of me thingy made me pissed..

weird that that happening that changed things..

he said that 1 thing abt me is that when i bitchy..

its bcos im juz tryn to get back @ sum1 for pissing me off..

or bcos im moody or angry..

not bcos im naturally a bitch..

haha..then again..isnt that bad??

while most girls dream of marriage..im so not 1 of em..


went for ycp today..tho ended up takda rehearsal cos the leads werent arnd..

juz experimented with sum scenes n then listend to hu kena booted outta spore idol..

phew..jonathan is still in..yahoo!!!

nurul n i wanna try out for dance fever for fun..

haha..dont ask..

me n him standard..had our stupid fights n urgh moments..

n he was like..

"its these times that the(sometimes it takes all my strength to talk to u)is derived from"..

haha..whoops..i guess i cen be bad with my moods n stuff..

ate at "techno" after that..

now that was even funner..

talkd bout loadsa stuff..

like how some people may seem a certain way..

but in truth they just 2 faced sobs..

sum people may not be flawless with a snow white overmade up face but ultimately its the

inside that matters..

no point being beautiful when ur inside is the total opposite..

wise words from both my mother n tf..

it was funnylah..what we found out..

n how yazid was disturbin yihan bout it..

yet i made him realise that he was also included as it involved all the ycp guys..

haha..poor guys..mustav gotten a shock when tf told em lah..

moms payin for most of it..n tf gave me sum money(im so payin u back!!)

come to think of it..thank god my assface father cheated on mom..

if not she wouldnt have gotten her degree n her masters..unlike him..

stuck with 3 brats(me not included)..and not goin anywhere..

no wonder maintanence payments alwez late..

cant wait to grad..get a job n save..insyallah mom n gdad will get to enjoy..

gdad is gettin better insyallah..mayb 1 day can take him to a EPL match..

haha..leeds vs liverpool mayb..

why the hell leeds..dunno..

mayb cos the 1 i love loves em..

shut it eli..im finally admitting it ok..

i love the goon..

posted by naddz @ 12:01 AM