it can still be removed
n ull still look nice good
but if u dont n u uv got a defect..ntn can change that
provided to use cement or that filler dentists use for cavaties..
Wdf
Like I got no more drama to contend with
Its iritating u know
Falling for some1 but that person thinks of u as just a friend
And suddenly weeks later tat same person out of a sudden admit to having feelings for u
Lulubin goondu blacan
If all guys were like this I would just swear off guys totally
Hell I actually swore off guys after sophan
Hah banyak aku punyer swear off guys
This ashwin idiot
Keep on tellin ppl I invented the love quadrangle
Idiot
Where got quadrangle
At that time me n tf were together but havin probs again
I was into charles n kinda goin out with him
Sean was still not givin up n goin after me
N like duh I still had feelins for soppz
Esp since he n me were oryt again
Haha hexagon ah
Think that’s my worse
I actually liked the fact that taufiq started redatin sum1in march
Made me get to enjoy singledom
Tho im still single
wer like attached but not attached
got logic entah eh
I guess status wise were not attached
But after everything I guess it doesn matter
Cos it feels like we are a couple
I still refer to him as my ex
But every1 calls him my bf
it feels nice whenever we have those meaningful talks
like durin long bus rides
talkin bout the stupid mistakes we made in the past
esp dating mental patients
we each have our fair share of that eh
ihsan yuckkkkkkkk
n he said that he never once thought i would cheat on him
aparantly im not that kinda person
he is ryt cos I never actually went out with charles even though I liked him
but in a way I did kinda play him out once
i admit i did lie durin the whole azmil time
once ok I repeat once
that night of the FA cup final
we were supposed to hang out but it was my "last day" of work
was gona watch poseidon with the TRU staff
n well azmil was undecided on whether to go anot
in the end he decided to go
so
it was down to the 1 guy i really realli realli liked
n who kinda reminded me of my time with soppz
n the guy that hurt me time n time again
chose the 1st n lied to the other.
felt terrible though..
esp when fiq found out
im sorry about that
it was very not me
think I figured that he alwez saw me as the one who would alwez b arnd
so take me for granted
it was time for me to be un me
at least once
Actualli i feel like this can work out in the long run
But a part of me hopes he meets sum1 else
Someone he will eventualy settle down with
Does that sound crazy
I mean I do love him and whenever ash refers to him as my future husband
I actually smile to myself thinkin about it
But I already told myself im never getting married
The risk of goin throu what mother went throu
rather be alone than go throu that crap
The 1 thing iv lost faith in bsides my useless excuse for a father is marriage
Why do ppl get married when after small problems they start havin affairs or leave
I once thought that my parents divorce was crap but now things are worse
Its definitely better khalid left wen I was 10 months
Thinkin bout moms students who have to go through divorce
or parents leaving at such an age
its realli unfair to them
how could their parents be so uncaring
I don want to start a family only for it to fall apart
Besides I plan on leavin singapore by the time I turn 28
Doubt any guy would wanna leave singapore behind
Truthfully unless atok is still around
I don think theres a reason for me to stay here
Adam n mamat will b married n leadin their own lives
Matts goin back to manchester to stay wit eileen
Eli wants to return to canada too
So I guess ill have a partner in crime there
i gota get outa this place lah
posted by naddz @ 6:39 PM
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