mentally unstable

hello all u beautiful people out ther....yes i noe its been forever...wad can i say...im a busi busi gal*yeah ryt*...aniways...its official...iv still got feelings for *mNm's*...n this time...if he doesnt feel da same im not gonna b sad...hell theyre other guys in the world ryt....but if he does..then whoopieee!!!!haha...god im nutzo ryt...well hu cares...i like bein nutzo...cos thats meee!!!!ooh ooh....btw check out Hoobastank-The reason...its damn nice...n well its my nu *song*....haha....wish i could sing it to him...*look @ me gettin all emo*....oh yeah...n haha i lost weit!!!!yayy...from 53 now im 48!!!yes in 1 short week hahaha...soon soon...ill b 40 again!!!!life is good....well i dun care what it takes...i wanna b 40kg again....wanna wear my Miss Selfridge jeans again...n buy nu levis jeans...muahahahah...aniways...i oso got 2 nu tuition kids...ie ill b earning 480 a month!!!!!woohoo....sure i wont have a life but since im oredi grounded for life its no diffrent right....haha...argh..i dunno y im so happi ryt now...its weird u noe...i mean...it cant be MnMs cos i noe that we're prob not gonna get back together....but for sum twisted reason i juz cant stop smiling....mayb its this song im listenin to....*Liz Phair-Why Can't I*...haha...well...since im in such a good mood today i think i shall msg MnMs...yes Lyn this time i am gonna do it....*but dont b surprised if i chicken out @ da last minute ok*....oklah...me wana go makan now....my cuz got nasi goreng ketam....*yumm*....cowabungaaaaa!!!!!

posted by naddz @ 7:57 PM