mentally unstable

heyyyy..im backk...welll i actualli got back wednesday but hey at least im writin now ryt....niwez i juz realised iv got like 8 more days till i turn 18...yet i dun feel anithin at all..yeah im xcited all but juz cos im gonna b wel legaller...other than that...blah...its not as if im gona spend it with sum1 special...yes the belles but u noelah...things btwn me n fathrul r well nowhere,me n mnms not talkin n as if me n u noe who are even talking or smsin or watever...believe me after the sms he gave me on the 4th i think if i were in a bad mood that day i wouldv told him off n deleted him completely outta my life...sure mayb im overeactin to it but like what da hell...here i am nice to him...smsin him after forever...n he juz smses "Fine. Good. Excellent. Great."there wuz sumthin else...as if i bother rememberin...yeah sure hez famous with his band n has a kazillion frenz so has absoluteli no time for me right...urgh...i dunno y i ever bothered to stay frenz with him...mustav been sober or something...ah well i absolutely dont give a rats ass...iv got 10 more days b4 skool starts again n im gonna ignore him totalli...no point in wastin energy on someone not worth it ey...good thing i didnt get him a prez last year...wouldve been a waste of my money...seeing as he prolly hung out with me cos he felt guilty bout hafiz dumpin me...well i dun need frenship outta pity...let alone from him...nwe..il update later bout my trip...my wonderful wonderful trip...for now i gotta go terrorise some kids...

posted by naddz @ 9:20 AM