mentally unstable

god!!!i wonder why da hell i was such an idiot in sec 4...its been over a year since me n ihsan broke up n yet he still wont leave me alone...he jez called me singin da same old tune..im so sick of this...hell it doesnt get to me but hell it bloddy hurts...n i dont know whats with my mom oso...ah fuck the whole world bloody sucks..my life sucks...i suck...n im not telling zorro...i cant bring myself to risk another heartbreak...juzt cant...i realli realli like him but i just cant bring myself to tell him how i feel...a part of me wishes he wuld juz come out n tell me..well if he likes me...but i know that wont happen..i mean cmon...him like me..hah..thats dumb...well...im hopin i get the courage to ask him out 2moro cos i realli wanna go out...argh..ihsans callin me again!!!shit shit shit!!!

posted by naddz @ 10:24 PM