Tuesday, October 19, 2004

shitlah...bloody dont know a thing about bloody thermofluid...tryn to get someone to teach me but everyones like got their own thing n lyns hp is gone case so how to get her...the one who was supposed to teach me convienientli forgot so typically i honestly cannot be bothered anymore...hell i myself think im kidding myself by being in this damn course...i dun even know y i chose this anymore...maybe khalids family is right..i should b in nursing or sum lame course typically for girls...n surayahs prob ryt too..im juz useless...god...im fuckin stressed out ryt now....at least the 1st semester wasnt that bad cos akash helped me out for ams...craplah...mayb i shuld juz not turn up....i cant take this anymore...n the way hez actin is makin it worst...all i do is cry stop myself from cryn try to studi..cry again...craplah...i dunno y i fooled myself into all of this...its all my fault...such a moron to think that things could possibly b diffrent this time...this term....when i alwez end up screwing life up for me for others...i hate this...why didnt my mom have an abortion when she had the freaking chance...screw this...screw my life...just screw it!!!!!now if u xcuse me there are a few bottles of pills with my name on em...

posted by naddz @ 1:03 PM

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