but isit possible to have feelins for diffrent people for diffrent reasons..i juz realised dat the 3 guys were all diffrent n da feelins i had for em were diffrent..with hafiz..what we had was just so well free i guess..both of us were too in2 each other i guess..but we werent afraid to show it..it was probably y least problematic relationship..he was the one dat made me feel like sum wanted me n sum1 was crazy about me..and treated me like i was the only thing dat mattered..but as quickly as it started..it ended dat quickly too..sophan..well it was a shock..he started out as a fren and after a few dates we got together..yet i didnt open up till the 1st month was over..there were problems but he was alwez patient with me..n he was alwez like the mature one who made sure i never gave up..he was like the sure thing in my life at the time..but durin the end..the cracks got bigger n the whole idham thingy ade it worse i guess..and i dont know what happend after..taufiq..he makes me feel like a gazillion diff thingys..sumtymz i just wanna spend every wakin moment with him..somehow just being in his arms alwez made me feel better..safe i guess..but sumtymz i juz wanna kick him cos he can be so errgh!!but im like dat too..i can be such a bitch n have the ability to drive him up the wall..ryt ryt..with taufiq i find myself feelin da way i felt with hafiz(bit more guarded though)..and a bit of how i felt with sophan..cos he does kinda make sure i semangat with skewl..with him i nvr wanted to be too emotionally commited but i tink i am..n i dunno wad i should do bout it..i dun wana b in sumthin dat seems fullproof yet suddenli due to sum mall thingy..the guy just gives up n leaves..dats the worst feelin to have n i dun wanna go though it again..
posted by naddz @ 11:13 AM
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