mentally unstable

@ the lib now..since im like waitin for adam to b done with class myt as well update ryt..went to smoke juz now @ back gate with him n heraimy(da 1 frm dunman)..n saw hafiz @ c2..call me nuts but well my heart did a triple somersault wen i saw him..n wen we were smokin he,vijay,ronaldo n andre came out n heraimy noticed me glancin @ em over n over again..wad da hell is up with that..im not like dat in class with sophan..but y do i alwez keep goin back to that..him..hell im totalli over him n im happy now..but part of me misses him..a lot..how i felt when i was with him..its just i dunno..different i guess..i know im crazy..guess part of me still does kinda sorta want him arnd..well on the brite side..after next semester..he'll be gone and i wont have to feel this way each time i see him..i hope..right now i dont even know how im feeling..or what im feeling..

durin the whole hafiz thing i so tot he was like the one..(stupid i kno..hell i was 17)..tot him n me was like a sure thing cos i never felt that strongli bout sum1..then came sophan...n well yes i did have feelins for him but i never saw it as sumthin dat couldv lasted forever..like it was bound to end sooner or later n it did...

posted by naddz @ 2:27 PM