Part one- School-
The one thing that isnt driving me bonkerz..ell I actually love it..and well yeah a certain sum1 shares classes with me but we ll get to that later ok..I really don’t wanna screw up this semester so im tryn super hard..and I wanna get my GPA up..think I can do it..Im praying I can..and well im tryn not to take cabs so much to school too..gota start saving up..the lecturers are ok too..better than last sem tho I think my thermofluid lecturer hates sum buggers in my class..dont blame him..dont know why they well the way they are..anyway..5 weeks gone..10 more to go..not lookin forward to the end..
Part 2- Family-
As u know..daddy-yo has another offspring..well iv got a sister and well I dont know why im so whatever about it..or well mayb I do..ok so all my life..hez never given a crap about me..i was the daughter that didnt matter but I didnt mind cos to my gparents I was the gdaughter that did..and I could alwez talk to busu wee..they were alwez the reasons I didnt hate going there..i used to try I guess..n maybe hope he would love me like his new kids…but he never showed any care about me..it was like I was the burden..the reason he had to fork out 350 a month..so now its like whatever..i cant b bothered..n even my mom gets to me..like she just came back frm msia yest..n 1st thing scold me..what 3 days of not scoldin me so gota make up ah…sigh..see what happens when ur the kid that wasn’t planned..
Part 3- Boys–
Now this is gona b looong..haha..well lets juz say when school started I was sorta in love pentagon or square or whatever..ther was me,taufiq, sean, khairie and erm this classmate of mine iv got a crush on..lets call him erm nightwing..(xplain later)..anyway..khairie n sean were outa the equation by the 2nd week of skewl..but well taufiq..gosh that was a whole problem altogether..well the entire time we were together..i guess I knew the truth..he didn’t have feelings for me..and if he had the chance he would do the same thing he did the 1st time in april..but I didnt wanna leave..i dont know y..call me weak or whatever but I stayed..plus I thought I really did love him..and well mom and every1 else get along with him so well..but after the way he treated me and after being in school and being arnd nightwing(ill xplain on him ltr)..and talking to ashwin n sophan I realized that our relationship is so not gonna work out n y hold on tryn to make it work when that is just prolonging the break up..so we talked Tuesday..but we left it hanging..i knew he did want it so I smd saying its best we broke up..yet after that we still did go out n well it seemed as though we didnt break up..n well the guys aka samay n ashwin told me that well if I seriously liked nightwing I gota stop with this whole taufiq thing n theyre right..so I hvnt seen him in what a week..yet I don’t miss him n I dont even think about him…I realized lah that what we had was err physical ah..it was never was it wasn’t a relationship to begin with..im not gona touch on the sean sit..but well if u wanna know ask me ok..darn funni storylah..n khairie..well I guess from all the times I kept bailing he realized I wasnt interested..feel bad lah but well hes still a good fren…ok ok now we come to the most importante part…Nightwing..so why am I not telling u who he is..simple he might just read this (cos its a link in my wlnu account)..so hez kinda in my class(aka younger than me ah)..and hes so darnd cute..u kno the whole blurness and nice guy thingy and like I dunno how to describe it lah..but well I think hez just so arrgh..anywayyy..i tink I may hav started likin him that night of taufiqs musical debut..when I was in the aeromodelling room..dunno lah but I prob realized it durin the holidays n I came back to help ash n da guys with the st Andrews guys..and they were the ones who act shed the light ah..so well it all started..he came my house for raya and well after that we kinda did hang out a bit..he was gone for about a week tho(hated that week of skewl) but when he came back I was like a gundula..smile smile here smile ther)..n well wev gone out alone like what 2 times but argh I dunno siah..now im temped to ask him to watch a movie but erm I dunoo..ivan tinks I should just tell him I like him..but what if he doesnt..what if I get rejected..what if..alah too many what ifs lah…I know!!ill tell him..if the result is bad.."oh im sorry tink u got the wrong msg".hah..ok ok Im nutz.....
Part 4- Whateverlah-
Yawn..its like what 730 n iv been up since 7..amazin huh..gota clear up the warzone that is my houselah..since shez back..gosh..nadiah the housemaid has to reemerge..oh well today Sunday..got Gilmore girls..i hop..then 2moro Monday,..so got skewl..so got lecture..n cen bring laptop..n my cd rom drive n cen download nfs most wanted..n cen kick sum butt..hah..whoa..tink I on chocolate high oredi lah..oh yeah go watch harry pothead I mean potter..darn nice..and the guy candy..yum..for one thing fred weasly is off bounds cos hez mine!!!!so is draco malfoy ah..haha yes iv got a thing for the evil deatheater..hey I bet he will end up helping harry ok..well I kinda hate harry..i know I know..im weird..dahlah..i tink I wanna end here..by sayin I wanna watch harry potter again..i wanna watch saw 2..i want a baby tigger plush toy..i want a Garfield plush toy and dammit I wan the oc,one tree hill and lost dvds!!!!..xmas coming so people how???
N oh Luis Garcia too please??
nadiah garcia*as if* signing out..love u all..
and matt..if u dare to make me wear a pink bridesmaid outfit..there is no bloody way ill b ur maid of honour..u got that!!!
posted by naddz @ 7:59 AM
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