that was my 1st reaction when i got my atachment...
but after "sir...how come i kena all the way in Tuas??"..
together with my "muka kesian"..
im goin Eagle Services Asia..
ok so i was hopin NOT to go ther since my uncle is there but heck..
ill take it over goddammed Tuas..
if im there might as well buy back atoks house n stay there...
Ashwin got posted there too..
& cnt remember who was sayin i cen get a lift frm him..
bt tink i shuld just rely on myself n take the bus..
takin a lift frm him once in a while is fine bt not everydayla..
other than that..the past few days hev been rough..
kept gettin memory flashes at the wrongest times..
especially whenever i ate pretzels n popcorn..
wore my transformers shirt..
national day was the worst..
grandad got admitted to hospital..
but my mind was on 1 thing..
and remembering 1 day..
the worst was when i took the shuttle bus that fri..i was almost in tears at the end..
dont know how im gna survive the 27th n 28th..
my exams are nxt week n im totally not prepapred..esp for sdc..
die die die!!!
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i think when i say something i should start goin throu with it..
too many times when i decide something i will change my mind..
esp when sum1 turns on their charms on me..
i have to start having self control..
n not letting my heart get the best of me..
what does my heart know anyway..
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didnt even get to see any fireworks this year..
partly cos the only people who asked me to see was eli n the guys..
and partly cos the last time i kinda went to see fireworks was 2 years ago..
n didnt end up seeing it also..
if only sum things stayed the same..
posted by naddz @ 8:11 AM
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