mentally unstable

hellew all my beautiful people...how are you...well iv got news....huuuuge well not reallilah...juz news...as of 20th july im no longer single(sori matt)...me n zorro got together...long storylah...anyways...it felt well weird..i mean i hev been single since like what 22nd october last year n yeah iv been dating but nothin serious...n no commitments...well i dunno if this is a commitment anot..wait im his girlfren...duh obviously im not allowed to date others...not that i mind but like..thats a far cry from da past few months...hell i dont care...im happi...yes as happi as i was when i was still with hafiz...well...unlike da last time im gonna try to b less moody n i mean try...cant blame me if i do get moody once in a while u know...n well...i dunno...im happi but this time i wont trust the hope that it will last cos sumhow with me nothin ever lasts so im juz gonna njoy it while it lasts n well if im lucky then i myt even get to enjoy it  more than a month...haha...hey..its not that im sayin i dun wan it to work its juz hell im not xactli good at this stuff..n im damn good at screwin things up esp relationships....but ill try...hey..its all up to fate not me...nwez me in class now n my lecture started oredi..gota go...cyaz..love u all...n woohoooo!!!!!!sori just feelin happy...

posted by naddz @ 11:08 AM