mentally unstable

well for one thing...he definitely wont b meetin da belles...do i need to spell it out now..its obvious that they prolly wont get along...so now comes the big question...we all know how its like important to me that the guy im with n my frenz esp the belles get along but now im like hu cares...im the one with him not them what...who cares wad they tink...whateverlah...malas to think bout it oso....hell i dun even know what i got myself into now...laughd my head off when i read yiwens testi on one oh four's friendster profile....i wuz tinkin...yeah right....hasnt sed it to me in days...i know im just stupid...stupid to think that what happnd that day wouldnt change everything..it did....no matter how much i try to tell myself everythings the same its not...n da best thing is...im totalli givin in...cos once the "face" n da not happiness is ther ill feel bad n all that crap...god..not bad enough that im some guarded secret that cannot be let out...almost like im an embarassment....dunnolah...

posted by naddz @ 3:45 AM