Wednesday, November 03, 2004

god..i dont know what the hell has come over me...he sez things are fine but why do i feel things arent??why do i feel like suddenly hez acting diffrently towards me and that im not even losing him anymore but well iv already lost him..its like..even thou we see each other a lot..it feels like even though hez with me physically...well in terms of other things hez not..it gets to the point where i get pissed at delibrately try to avoid him so that i wont get too upset and end up crying or sumthin..i watchd kate & leopold yesterday and then the prince & me just now...and i found myself wondering..do we have what the characters have in the show...ok ok its just a show i know and well nothin like that happens in real life and well the feelings are not real i guess...and well i juz sumtym feel like he doesnt want me around or that he'd rather no1 know about me...i undastand the whole thing but sumtymz it does hurt a bit...i know im being petty and terrible and well a total bitch thats why im just gonna forget i ever thought this way....ok this had nothin to do with the subject...i jus thot of it...would u rather b with sum1 u loved with all ur heart but well doesnt realli love u that much...or with sum1 hu is crazy in love with u but u dun realli return the same feelins...it is worth ponderin over dun u tink?

posted by naddz @ 3:29 AM

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