Thursday, January 06, 2005

was earli for skewl..amazinli i left at 8...mm was boring but i understood a lot...planneed to meet shafie ltr but i was broke so i askd him if we could meet sat...hari was like promotin him to me haha...durin break ate with kelvin @ canteen 1...then went to bus stop cos i wanted to skip class...was ther frm like 1130 to 1145..then went to 56 for class...boring...then went for ed...n i dunno y the guys are alwez disturbin me with alim..gettin old u kno...althou alim is cutelah...reminds me of zhof..but hez soooo tall...cannotlah...n too goody ah...like i sed i wan a guy like ryan..the silent misunderstood enigma...anyway...after tht went to the bazzar to get my belt...n saw this niceee trucker hat...gonna get it tmorow...aaanyway then suddenli this helmy called me..sed he saw me...made me look arnd like sum kinda idiot b4 i saw akash at 56 n was like "bloodi hell!!!!"haha...so funni sia...oh yah n i saw him too..nwe...then met lach at tamp mall...went to makan at mcdonalds....n ate ice cream outside at the plaza...idham was outside too smokin n like we juz smiled at each other...actualli..im gettin kinda peeved at the whole idham saga...he likes me duhh...n he doesnt like the fact that other guys are intrested(especialli starbucks guy)...yet he doesnt do a thing bout it..im like wad da hell...make up ur mindlah...i dun wanna b in a relationship with him definiteli but like wad da hell...its like he onli contacts me wen he feels like it n when he doesnt he wont bother...guys...think wad im like a friggin yoyo isit...urgh...amazingli the guy i wanna b with treats me like that n the other guy i dun mind bein with does the same...yet the 2 guys who pay me sooo much attention n are like uber perfect in everyway...i juz cant like em..sure billabong guy n starbucks guy are cute but theres sumthin missing...oh yeah they like me too much...im weird ryt..tend to like the guys who are bound to hurt me....blaahh
anyway..herez an update on the past week

Monday

skool..typical...realised that i kinda found my classmate cute..yeah dat chinese guy im in da same group with..hez so cute...n not lookswise...juz personality...so juvenile..n like fun to hang around..reminds me of kah boon actualli..but like i sed no guys...managed to get rid of one of the guys(adil)..told him it was neverr gonna happen n that i was contemplatin lesbianism(yah rytt)...3 more to eliminate...althou i am considerin billabong guy n idham..yes u heard me..i gotta admit he isnt as vile as he used to be haha...sure hez nowhere like hafiz who alwez smses me n stuff and he doesnt make me as happy as sop did n stuff..but when im with him i do hev fun..and well i know its not love or nithin but hey at least with him i cant get hurt cos its not serious..yeah i kno its not xactli the best thing to do..kinda skanky but what m i supposed to do..i cant stay dis way...i mean its not like iv got a prob bein single its juz that i do hev to move on..n well im not emotionally ready for another relationship so this is the best thing..juz "hanging" with sum1 n not commiting..like ryan does..simple..n this time im not gonna change my mind..hell even if i start hevin feelings for him im not gonna layan them at all everr...y risk gettin hurt again..n dis time i mean it..i oredi suffered the consequences when i let my feelins get the better of me recentli...so now..no more miss vunerable..nwe back to my story..went to pastamania to eat with ct n adam...ln idham took our orders...n we actualli sempat flirt like crazy at the counter haha...n wen we were eatin outside he came out to smoke n damn the number or times we both glanced n unglanced at each other was like counteless sia...it was so funni..esp wen he was walkin back n rammed into a chair..haha...so cute actualli..oh my god wat m i sayin!!!???im not falling for him im not falling for him im not falling for him!!!!!

Tuesday

woke ip real late...took a cab to skool..AT class was fun..finalli talked to the cute malay guy frm my class...hez nice..then pqs slept...found out had to do project wth sum guy whu wasnt there...had to go eat at sum place n like gauge the service..almost had to do it alone...tot of askin him along but well nah...he wuldntv gone niwe..met up with lach to makan @ pizza hut...yes i told myself id never ever eat ther again in nov(for obvious reasons)...but hey i did eat at the plaza sing one n im over it so heck la...nwe...walked past pastamania but he wasnt there...dunno if i was relieved or disapointed...annnyway...urgh wad am i saying..god..ok then ate at ph..i had the chicken lovers thingy...but onli downd half of the personal pan..then she went back n i met danny..was fun hangin with him..played the air hockey thing n kicked his sorry butt!!!haha..he told me he n dinah broke up for good this time...so now iv got one more in my singles club..yeah!!!


Wednesday

woke up late again...lach had no skewl so met her at the interchange n took a cab again...reachd juz in time..cute classmate was there oredi n sorta flirted with him heh hehz...then had the cadm test...passed!!!1YAHOOOO!!!durin the break ate at canteen 1 with lach n cheryl..oh n as we were leavin 46 we saw hafiz...lach was like "woman u shuldv seen his jaw drop"...well aparantli i lookd hot lah....thats wad id sed wen he saw me that nyt...on da way to ed saw the old 1T04...tink i saw him oso...lookd nice..but i hoped he didnt see me...nwe ed was boring...was fallin asleep...then i did my cadm while waitin for din...we took da train back together then i met adam to get money...went to tamp mall to meet id...n then went home...kinda boringlah...but normal day for me...

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