mentally unstable

finishd class at 3 sumthin but went to do sum work @ the lib..we happend to fin arnd da same tym...but he went home oredi..but he knew dat i was dying of boredom..so i went to causeway point to meet him..he looked so damn cute..we walked arnd then hung out at this secluded(sorta) part of the mall...then at arnd 7 decided to catch a movie..we were havin a hard tym choosin between hitch,hide n seek n closer..alas after tossin a coin we settled on hide n seek...n well the show rocked...n bein with him rocks even more...i admit i did wanna kiss him..but no..i didnt..n he n i are so alike..he was predictin evrythin dat happend in da movie..the way i used to..n after that well at 1st i tot of goin hm strait..but we decided to hang out at the playground near the bus stop...talked n talked again..n he has this thing of alwez lookin in2 my eyes..damn i could get lost in his n i left onli at 1130...took a cab back..naturali i almost got hell but she was asleep..so luckie me..well all i can say s dammit....i walk around with a huge smile and nothin can make me upset..juz seeing him smiling at me can make my day..shit..i cannot like him i cannot like him...

posted by naddz @ 1:15 AM