mentally unstable

well..tonyt sucked..it was fun..i loved hangin with them..but being arnd them..n their guys..i juz felt so outta place..n well shafie was supposed to join us but the guy juz fin soccer n was tired so better he never come..n well i never tot.."wad if shafie was here"..i was like "i wish sophan was here..i miss him"..n wen jamie wanted to harass that poor kitty..i started tinkin bout all the times he used to harass cats at the park..crap..its started again..i wanna give shafie a chance..but i was thinkin..if im thinkin about sophan..then im definitely not thinkin bout shafie ryt..i dunno..shalin n lach both sed i shuld giv it a shot n they tink shafie is real cute wic he is..but i dunno..i still have feelins for sophan n i dunno if i can ever forget him n how i feel..i just..oh stop it..i told myself im not gona b this way..its stupid..im stupid..i just want out..

posted by naddz @ 1:50 AM