Tuesday, April 27, 2004

god this danial is drivin me nuts...i dunt noe wads got in2 him....he seems to think that im startin 2 fall for well sum1...sum1 that i know id never ever fall for....i mean...hez da 1 i go to complain bout things...hez like my big bro like that...when im upset or sumthin ill run to him...sure its mainly throu msn n wer not exactli that close but still he alwez makes me feel better...he toks a lotta sense n well he myt not noe da whole stori but still he just gets it...n he sez all da things that make things better...i cant possibli like him...n well hez so da innocent innocent type...hez like a seth cohen...haha actualli he is a lot like seth...never had gf b4...not good with gals...but hez not xactli the unpopular outcast type of guy...n yeah yeah he is cute but u noelah...this is me..i like the flawed guys...da ones that i hev a helluva time with n yet as much as i tink it will last well it wont..n never does...cos sooner or later ill get bored or hell get bored...i mean..yeah i do want a relationship..but i dunno...i jus dun wanna commit to sumthin that eventualli will fall apart...like all relationships do...yes they fall apart...haizz...ok truthfulli after the break up with hafiz i loss all my self confidence..guess i felt that i wuz prob never gonna meet a guy that wuld fall for me...n well bsides kuah satay i never realli met a guy hu wanted 2 get to know me n stuff..well other than sagar...n haha zals frenz r execptions....cos when im with them im like da wild me...the uncontrollable force of nature..hahaha...but now..i tink im back...hell hu cares if hafiz never likes me again...not as if there arent other guys in this bloodi werld rytt....hell im back in da game...n im better than ever{well at least i noe im a good kisser} muahhahaha...

posted by naddz @ 12:28 AM