Tuesday, August 31, 2004

well...i cant sleep yet again....argh...wads roong ah...i know i know...must be the overdose of vanilla coke..keepin me up sia...damn i miss drinkin it....kinda cannot tahan root beer nimore...too sweet ah...now adicted to vanilla coke...mmmmmm...u wannnnn....hahahaha....god im nutz huh....anyway..me finalli told matt off...sick n tired of bein treated like sum little girl...hell 1 minute hez offerin me sex advice(like wad da hell..y is a guy hus tellin me to preserve myself n my virginity bloodi givin me tips on 101 ways to use food in da equation...)...n the next hes tellin me wad to wear wat tym to be home n how far i cen go with sop...like...screw u lah...i may love u but start dictatin my life n i swear to god i will castrate u if u go wayyyy too far...well...as for me n him...things are orytt...i feel so bad today....oredi come to skool i wuz pulling a loooong face....moody again lah...then onli durin break we started talkin..he was soo sweet durin cad..cos i wuz hevin period cramps n kept like squeezin my arm so he made me squeeze his hands(felt so bad cos i know i squezeed hard)...n for once i didnt despize autocad as much as i alwez do....then after skool we went to da library to catch a movi n then plannd to eat at SIM...in da end we tot prolly sim closed oredi so we tot of goin simei n i tot juz mayb see if sim open....n guess wad it wasnt...ok so we went to simei n went to banquet instead of the laksa place...n haha guess wad...da ramen stall closedlah....n the poor guy felt so bad...when it isnt even his fault....ok so he wanted to go s11 after...but i tot easier juz eat at kfc(didnt realli wanna eat it but i tink i troubled him enuf oredi)....so ate ther...he had tummy ache so he went home n i took 9 then walked home from afgan)...got a tub of ice cream from 711 along the way....oh yeah n now im super broke...niceonelah....ah well...2moro till friday dun eat...me still got like 3 more kg to loze b4 im 40kg oso..hmm....its like 345 now...me watchin will n grace...haha..typical huh...wad to do...cannot sleep wad...mt tryn to find that bbmak song..but cannot findlah...n haha im listenin to atomic kitten-its ok...haha weird ryt...but i love that song...ooh ooh n blue-breathe easy...god that song is damn freakin nice...used to get all emo whenever i hear that...but now..bah get emo for waht...puhleez..wayyy over the whole hafiz crap...i mean god...dumpin me cos of my moods..sure theyre bad but cmon..a bit da over sia...damn..dat juz shows how immature sum peepz are...ah well it juz wasnt meant to be...annywea..oh yeah...saw akash's testimonial for amy....sooo sweet sia..(wished he did da same..but doubt it since he wants no1 to know bout us..)cen realli see he likes this gal..haha..actualli i saw it the 1st tym i hung out with em...kinda guessd sumthin wuz goin on....soo cute u know...im real happi for him..yeah i know..how weird since i had a crush on him...comeon..even if i did..hez like an older bro to me...n i want him to be happi..n im glad he is...he deserves it...n shez one lucki gal...damn..y muz all other gals hev an easy tym with the whole relationship crap....

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