Sunday, September 26, 2004

dunno wads with me...oredi i got upset cos of wad he told me bout sendin me home...all this while tot he did it cos he wanted to...hell if hez sendin me back to make him self feel better cos he tinks i sulk if he doesnt do it then no thanks..i dunned him sendin me back cos of pity or sumthin...hmm..i know he wants to make me happi but i dun wan him to b miserable cos of that...m i too demandin??i mean...i dun ever ask for gifts n stuff thou it wuld b nice if i got em...ever...but i dun..cos i dun see the point in gettin ex stuffs...but..like do i xpect him to do this or that??... i oso dunno...theres a lotta other issues but i wont go in2 em...for what...not importantlah...chatd with yiwen yest bout sum stuffs n damn she was right bout sumthin dat i never realised till friday...i mean...i know i shuldnt b feelin what im feelin but i tink im feelin dat way cos well ther wuz no clousure... urgh...sumtymz i realli feel like i should just be alone...then wont hurt anyone....if i fall in love ill surely hurt the guy or get hurt myself....ok enough with the hurt crap....i wanna focus at the problem ryt now....wad do i do....i dont wanna change anitin but well but....hmm...ill tok to aerfi bout this...hopfulli he can help....n baby...im sorri

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