mentally unstable

hey...ok i was bored so i was thinkin bout well naturally his n my relationship...god i cant bliev i called it that..i gotta admit iv not been this happy since hafiz but then again iv never been this scared too...i mean...yes things are great ryt now but cmon nothing lasts forever...i just dun wanna get to the point that if we do end up breakin up ill b an even worse wreck compared to well when hafiz n i broke up..i mean...well..i err love him...shit cant bliev im admitin dat n well i guess he loves me too..doesnt say it but things like dis duneed saying...u can juz feel it eh...bull...thing is i dunno y when i wasnt in love or nithin i was kinda unhappy....but now..im in love n im really happy but i do get sad at times cos well the thought of it not working out juz upsets me...ah hell...dunno wad im tinkin..

posted by naddz @ 1:50 PM