when i 1st knew of ur existence i juz thought u were cute...when i started kinda likin u i wantd to keep it a secret...when u 1st msgd me..i had a sorta kinda minor heart attack...when helmy did what he did i was convinced u woulndt call n when u did again i almost had another heart attack...all those times we hung out(n u still didnt know)i was so temped to tell u but fear of gettin rejected prevented it n that tues on da train when u asked me the qn i wanted to run up n down the cabins screamin....i gave it a week tops n well shocked myself when it lasted a whole month...then gave it a few more weeks wic dragged into 2 months...seems really short though...i did have doubts at 1st like if u really did like me or if u had a ulterior motive..sori i doubted u..guess iv been used too many tymz juz didnt wan it happenin again...its weird how all this time every1 wuz convinced i should b with a much older much more mature guy when actuali the perfect(dun yaya papaya) one is like 1 year n 2 months younger than me...i alwez wonder wad u see in me n when ul realise how flawed i m n how u deserve better..dunno how u can say that iv got a nice this n a nice that when i never saw it before...n no1 else did too...ur one of the few people hu make me feel good bout myelf n when im with u i can realli smile n not pretend to do it..ur like the one non loser outta the zillions of losers i ever liked...when i 1st got the deferment i thought it wuz the worst thing dat could ever happen to me..but i realised dat things do happen for a reason and one of the best thing s that i got outta the deferment wuz that i met u...i know ill prolly barf after writin this cos more than 10 lines of emoness is juz too much esp for me...i juz wanna say that err i eh..i love u...(phew da t wuz hard)...im sorry for all those times my moods or behaviour drove u mad...hey evry1 has flaws....m glad u came into my life baby....
posted by naddz @ 4:28 AM
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