Wednesday, November 03, 2004

i cant take this anymore....its like things between me n him have been goin from bad to worse..its bad enough that we dont talk or communicate as much but everytime we do or everytime we go out we'll definitely end up in a fight.I hate that.i hate this..its like as thou hez tryn to avoid any form of communication wth me..even when we chat i dun feel da way i used to..its like as thou he'z diffrent..he treats me diffrently..sumtymz i dun even know if hez in it for real anymore..like juz now i smsd n nothin..only when i calld did he answer..its like..what u cant just sms me n say sumthin..anythin at all...i kno i kno..y m i being so demandin ryt...i shuldnt b but thats juz how i feel...its like..i dun care if he is broke n cant even afford a thing at all..but little stuff dat shows dat he knows i xist is what matters..i miss him but well what can i do.we both have our own stuff and well i dun wanna take up so much of his time anymore..if i have to let go then well i guess i have to let go then...this is hurtin me a lot but just gota tahan...go on pretendin im fine...have to..i love him but if its not supposed to be then i havent got a choice now have it...just gota accept it and move on

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