Saturday, January 08, 2005

Cannot sleep..what else is new huh..no im not thinkin about him..althou i did juz now cos he didnt come onlyn..n he stayd back in skool god knows y..then again...i shouldnt care...hez not my bf what...saw them yest...was waitin 4 my classmates @ 56 n they were walkin frm atrium i tink...then suddenli i saw hafiz bhind them haha...he lookd nice...n damn he was usin a baby blu shirt n i almost used da same colourlah...nwe...class was boring..after that met din @ the bus stop...n haha he told me bout this gal cmin to meet him in skewl...n i myt b joinin em..sum1 takotlah...sooo cute man...my lill bro is meetin sum gal...awww..n oh oh aparantli din knows the kewtt guy frm my AT class...haha n he livs in da east...ScOrE!!!haha..but dunno if he even knows my namelah...n then i met lach n we went walkin arnd..got a new fox top n then went pastamania...idham was flirtin totalli...he took my cap blardi bugger...i guess if i keep an open mind i myt like him...i tink...dunnolah..i know i cant trust him but each time he tries so hard to get my attention its so cute...but each time i juz end up tinkin bout sop again...i kno i know lach ill get over it soon...juz hop it doesnt take as long as i took to get over hafiz thou now...err....well i find him totalli appealing physicalli n well the time we had together last tym wuz fun but like i kno he n i wont n cant end up together...juz like me n sop..i still have hope but its slowly flickering away...like i told din...i know that if i move on it may seem like im sum slut who juz chosses any guy that comes along but its not the case..i would by all means wait for him but if there wasnt any hope..if i see that he n me are just frenz n he wants it to remain that way n isnt showin any intrest in a reconciliation then there isnt a point puttin my life on hold for a guy who juz isnt intrested ryt...waitin for him,cryin for him n juz bein plain miserable...sure love is crazy...its alwez challengin n never easy but i dunno y i keep hangin on anyway...frm the biggest fyt to even those i dunno y they happen...mayb its cos its worth it...hez worth it...arggh stop it nad juz stop this crap..iv got to go 1 week not talkin bout him...then mayb one day i can realli get past the pain....hey hu knows mayb me n cute AT guy...rgh no no no...no guys at alll!!!!!!oklah need sleep...gonna meet shafie ltr then wait for idham to b done...

posted by naddz @ 5:17 AM

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