mentally unstable

not gonna cry not gonnaa cry not gonna cry..actually i got an idea..juz gonna pop sum meds n go to sleep..god..y must i analyse things so much..its drivin me crazy..im crazy..oh fuck it..i dun care anymore..hate being like this..feeling like this..i miss him and i wish he would just say sumthin to me..this whole cold war thing sucks..and i know iv got to accept that he is bound to move on..ill never understand the whole love concept..y love sum1 u cant b with..n y must it hurt so much..and y isit..the person u tot was the one ends up bein the one who hurts u in the end..but arrgh..stop it..stop it..its just friendster nad..u urself changed ur status n stuff so y get all analystic wen he changes his..god i need food...looks like ill b gainin weit again..oredi 47k or 48 kg now..nice one lah

posted by naddz @ 10:07 PM