Tuesday, February 01, 2005

i dcided not to meet shalin n jamie..juz not in the mood..thats me recentli..hell i know i wont b goin out with em on vals weekend..dun think i can stomach being with them n their significant others..yeh i kno i can ask hilmi along but its diff..seeing them all lovey n dovey will make me utterly sick..i know..i juz cant do it..hilmi sed i shuld ju ask vijay out...hah!!pleaselah..i tink the guy is just way outta my league..id have better chances askin syukri out..no way will i ask him out ok..n no im not gonna ask that ex of mine out..now im not even gona..u know what..im gonna stop..no point voicing out how i feel when i know it only makes me more miserable when i read it..time to block it out..block everything out..

anyway..went to visit mariana..her baby is just the cutest thing on earth..its juz like leyla..doesnt cry n is like a liitle kitten..she was surrounded by all her toys n what did she wanna play with..my compact..haha..so cute sia..and she kept on wantin indra to hold her(hell if i was her id want that too)..n shez like what tickle proof ah...tickle tickle..n i got nothing..she jz gave this look...arggh...she makes all other babies look bad..im totalli in love with her..n her name...isabella..i love that name..damn..now im startin to think over the whole never havin baby thing..if i had 5 babies like her i so wont mind..no im not sayin i want 5..mayb at the most 3 or mayb 4..well if i ever decide to get married..then again if i do..i tink ill get married to sum1 i dont love..marriages never last so at least if the guy cheats on me it wont hurt..haha..alwez got divorce n most importantli prenuptial aggrements..(he has to b super rich duh)..hey love cant buy u a bmw and a nice house n yoga classes..i know what im saying is superficial but after goin throu the stuff i went through i think its best i never ever fall in "love" again..

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