mentally unstable

ok weird..iv decided to give shafie a chance..i mean..da guy n me hev been in cont for almost 2 years..n hez nice n realli funni n well actualli hez a lot like cohen..so hell y not..like they sed..u never kno ryt..so juz now he suddenli smsd me at what 6 sumthin askin me if i was at skewl..i woke up at like 8 so onli smsd him then..n well after a while he asked me out this week or nxt..n well in da evenin we smsd again n the loon jokinli asked me out dat nyt..shockd me sia..gud thing he was jokin..but he did ask me out on valentines day..n well..i myt say yes..gonna see wad happenz with me n zal thou..cant help bein drawn to himlah..hez got the whole brooding thing goin on n he just conveys everything with this look..n god his eyes...can get lost in them forever...oh god nad..in sum states its wrong for u to feel this way bout sum1 who has the same great grandmother as u..haha..but technicalli its oryt..cos hez on my mums side but for him its a prob..cos im on his dads side..oh god wad am i sayin sia..but hey..back to shafie..i tried tinkin of reasons not to like him but well there arent any reasons..hez a nice guy..hez cute(mayb a tad skinny but hey remember zhofry,ihsan,irfan)..funny,frenz with both hari n aaron who im frenz with too..n hez not like the typical guys i date..u kno da baggy clothes kind..n well he has a job aka i dun hevto pay for almost everythin..hez older than me by more than a few months..n ok iv alwez had this thing that if i was with a guy i kinda like it if we sms or talk or communicate in any way..like with man it was phone calls,zhof..the sms marathons..hafiz sms marathons n msn n sumtymz both at da same tym haha n well we were together almost every wakin moment..n him..we were together n well sms sumtymz n msn..but with shafie its juz sms n we dun realli sms a lot..yet im not like all analystic..kinda hev a feelin dat he will sms..n dat he is intrested..even after i liked his fren,dated his frenz fren,got together with hafiz n another guy..hell after sophan theres no way ill b goin in2 a serious relationship..ill keep my options open..n well like shalin sez..one needs a makeout partner..juz like she n jamie started out...n no hilmi..dun start..damn..im hungri again..wen i oredi had loads of sushi,then satay n now im eatin ice cream..yet im 46 kg..strangelah..haha oh downloaded buncha songs frm the oc n busted haha..like those buggers now..n i love the music from the oc..esp the killers..they rock!!!go download go download...the killers,the walkmen n of course death cab for cutie!!!

posted by naddz @ 10:07 PM