mentally unstable

ok well...my days hev been ultraboring...well sure...chattin with da 51 people is uberfun...but its not da same without the other people...like kuah satay,danial...the blacans...i miss em oredi...yalah..hvnt seen them since my od episode...well other dan danial...god..its like if theyre not around i hev no close frenz like that..i hvnt hung out with zal & the dwarfs for months now...i dunno..its juz not da same nimore...all the flirting n stealin spoons from coffebean & swensens juz lost its appeal i guess..well i still got da blacans..when they come back from bali that is....god...cant blieve they went to bali...those lucki buggers..well at least if they bring me a hot hot hot aussie surfer guy then i myt 4giv em for ditchin me here...haha...nolah...well..at least theyre hevin fun for now...soon itll b poly life...aka HELL!!!..too bad none of em r comin to NP...no members....alah..i still got my 51 peepz...so its all good..in skool i got my people..outta skool i got others...hell i dun even c patna or diana nimore..let alone viinoth or lach...last time i saw lach wuz wen we watchd the league with raj,teng & thiru...haha...dat wuz 1 amuusin movie*or shuld i say movie theatre{ahemz}*...haha...miss da ol days with em...oh oh know hu i miss oso....Nazir!!!haha..ok so mayb i juz miss checkin out his ass n abs..n err face...haha...mainly da asslah...god...dat guy wuz uber da hot...heck..i tink if i still saw him once a week like i used to id still b wooosh over him...that guy still makes me tremble when i see him...hez juz so woosh lah...whoa..cant blieve i liked him from what sec 1...8/8/99 to b xact...haha....whoa..ok..ok muz stop if not get turned on...haha...i miss gtn turned on..haha...ok ok i miss makin out lah...i admit it...*what im 18..i hev needs u noe*..gota get myself a man...haha...n i mean a man...not sum1 hu i gotta pay 4 n send home n evrythin...like dat myt as well i b da man...haha...then i cen b da one on top hahaha....wad m i sayin...*phoeyy*..think clean thots gerl....haha...ok ok..i muz change...muz start tinkin good thots...since i gonna turn in2 minah ferring*as in permanent one*...wait..hu m i kiddin...im not ready to walk around in a tudung full time...ok ok..when i turn 22 ill start wearin one permanentli ok...for now...i wanna hev fun..*n no it doesnt include ani smokin or nithin remotely degrading*..haha...well...once im 18 ill c wad i cen do...;P...

posted by naddz @ 9:28 AM