Thursday, July 29, 2004

well..i didnt go to skewl jez now...damn temperature wuz like 39.6 sia...got 2 days mc but ill go skewl 2moro...dun wanna miss lessons...but know wad i miss...or more like who...him...hez off at camp...hmm..remember my last entry...well hah...on tues..i wuz juz hangin at home n tinkin bout what has happnd btwn me n him n well i kinda realised how my feelins are kinda well strong...ok ok i admit it...i tink i am fallin in "L" with him...but again i cant say it...ego lah....he wuz so sweet yesterday nyt n i realli realli wanted to say it but sumtin held me back..hell he actualli asked if i had any doubts bout "us"..hell i doubt me..the big screw up...but damn he wuz so nice bout it...the things he sed were true n well im glad that i gave the whole relationship thing a chance...if not ill realli b missin out on sumthin great...i.e...him...aww....nadiahs gettin all sentimental...i.e...phuke!!!hahaha...kinda weird how everything turned out between him n me...n here i alwez tot that he didnt even know i was alive...hahaha...nice one lah nad....ah well like they alwez say...things never ever turn out the way u plan huh...all i know is that im realli realli happy...i wanna say things between us is diffrent compared to me n hafiz or me n my other "relationships"..we actually talk about things...hev fun(alwez disturbin each other n stuff)..and well..he actually knows when therez sumthin rong with me...but iv yet to learn to actualli tell him...i guess i need to change my ways one day..when im with him i feel realli i dunno...i juz wanna wait till the right time to realli tell him how i feel...n i cant wait for his birthday...heh heh...aint gonna tell why till after da day...n no dun get any willd ideas ok...i still intend to remain innocent...n by innocent i mean stayin in da makeout stage...err..tink i let out too much now...

posted by naddz @ 3:52 PM

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