Thursday, August 05, 2004

ello ello...again i cant sleep...well i slept between 11 sumthin n like 3..then woke up cos of MAJOR cramps...n cried...dun ask...not cos of the cramps thou....n then fell asleep again..then woke up at lyk 4 to phuke...dunno wads ronglah....then after that cennot sleep...keep on tinkin bout well typical stuff....i mean..i didnt not xpect things to change...juz that...alah..cmonlah..its juz small petty details...juz cos thers less interaction onlyn doesnt mean anithin does it??...nah...da hell m i tinkin..crazy person...but then all shalin n jamie do is chat onlyn...hello they dun see each other each freakin day in n out...god..im amazed he isnt bored yet...then again hu will get bored when they hev a walkin street directory...wait...oh my god..im farhana(master of puppets)!!!well minus the controlling n uber jealous factor..ok ok sure i cen get jealous but hell its natural ryt..onli thing im not the typ to restrict...hello its the guys life not mine ryt...he wanna go out with other people go lah...n if it doesnt work out so be it....(yeah say onli...knowin me ill prolly start bawling like sum baby)....but really like the sayin goes..things happen for a reason....plus everythin changes..cant xpect things to be peachy keane all the time ryt u goon...im such a hypocrite u know...i say one thing but my heart is alwez screamin another..then again i rareli listen to it since its barely functioning anymore..same as my brain...damaged goods oredilah...know what...wait..i oso dunnolah...too damn irritated n moody to thin straight..argh...im so damn pissed off at myself...dunno y i let dumb things dat shuldnt bother anyone at all get to me....n y i keep on comparin em...they diffrent...totalli..n cmon its understandable that he wuldnt do it...hello...dat 1 lived like what 5 minutes-10 mins away..like durr...god im a mess...anyone who puts up with me more than a month realli has will powerlah...ok then its like what 6 now..gonna try sleep for what 1 hour...at least...

posted by naddz @ 5:49 AM

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