Thursday, November 04, 2004

juz got a letter from mdm wong from np...seems that i failed my maths n gota go down for the summer school..great ryt...nadiah the moron has struck again..god..just when i thought my life couldnt get more depressing it just did...b4 this i never even thought about my xams n wad i would n wuldnt clear...n now its all i tink bout...n cmon..its not xactli the best thing to think about durin ur holidays...argh..add this to my whole list of problems n now my life is officially a living hell..i didnt wanna break down n now i am..i just cant do this.im not cut out for this..i dont know what in the world i was thinkin choosing this course..i hate this..breaking down n cryin like mad...the feeling sucks n well if sum1 catches me crying its gonna b damn embarassing...n well yah comfortin me in that way helps i guess...but like i feel better with false assurances that things will turn out fine n dat im overeactin and hugs n stuff...ah hell got my pillow..just hug dat lah..well since ill b out tomorow goin to skool cen spend sum tym technically alone n well cry i guess..been a long time since i had a good cry over well everythin..need that...then again i need a lota stuff but i dun get it ryt...ah well...tink ill go sleep now..dun wanna bother him with the prob nimore..i oredi know his reaction...n wad he'll say or do..so now i shall hug my bolster..at leaast cen hug sumthin...i really wanna die u know...sure yes thats like 1 sign of depression that i never had...so now iv got that im officially sufferin from depression...cool huh....

posted by naddz @ 4:35 AM

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