mentally unstable

i cant sleep..tried everythin..drinkin milk..listenin to music..keep on playin those words in my head over n over again "we are nothing"..it was so easy for him..then again why wouldnt it be..i was the one who..forget it..onli lach knows n im gonna keep it that way..i dun even wanna go to school 2moro..im feelin so many things now i dun even kno wher to start..shalin comes back 2dae with jamie..how fun huh..il b out with the girls and thier other halves...jamie,sandeep, shaikh..n me..ill b alone duh..i hate this month...i hate myself..i hate everything..why..y does he think that i was lying..so much for trusting me..god..i cant take this nimore..i need sleep..if not im dead 2moro..i wanna make things right with him..thats it..im juz gonna giv in..if cryin to sleep helps then thats wat ill do..gota deal with this the best way i know how

posted by naddz @ 3:16 AM