mentally unstable

i dun kno if im pissed upset or what..i dun even wanna talk bout it..he sed it himself.."we are nothing"..which we have been the past 2 months..well we were frens sorta..dunnolah...oh whatever..im gonna b fine with this..i guess..thing is i realli wanna apologise..but hez the one who sed it..the whole hatin me n not carin bout me will b easy and the whole me lying bout everything..why would i lie..to get his attention he thinks..please after whatever happend btwn him n me the whole relationship nothin i do can get his attention..that i so know..its not as if we act talk or communicate that much for him to know what happend..whats been goin on..forget it..its over..just gonna move on..iv got a date with dan 2moro anyway..tink its time to forget the ex n focus on the boyfriend..hmm more like accidental boyfren..i cant bliev i act sed yes to him..was too damn pissed i wasnt even thinkin..oh well juz giv him a chance..at least iv got sumwhere to go after school now..

posted by naddz @ 10:55 PM