Tuesday, January 25, 2005

i come onlyn and sum1 sudenli goes "busy"..oh whatever..i dun give a shit nimore..went to fort canning juz now and well i cried again duh..but this time i made a breakthrough..realised no point in me screwin up myself n my life bcos im tryn 2 deal with this or forget him..so juz heck it lah..he dun wanna msg me or sms me fyn..im not gonna waste my energy smsin him nimore..i mean it is a friendship..so it should b both ways not just 1 way..no im not assuming anything..im juz takin each day as it is..im fine this way..being a loner is kinda fun..n now iv gotten bryan to join lifeguards with me..wic im onli gonna go for on wednesdays..go monday for what..n im gonna find out wen netball is so i cen join too..either that or i take up kickboxing, taekwondo or yoga with lach..i need a freakin hobby..hell im gona join adam for soccer on fridays with his frenz..gonna get myself a life..cant keep waiting for him to say sumthin..n know what im not even gonna talk bout this anymore..act..mayb ill stop bloggin here..let u guys know when...but im not gonna state wher my next blog is..if u wanna know..snoop around or ask me..oh oh..go download kelly clarksons new album..its realli good...esp "gone","u found me" and "since u been gone"..i also juz downloaded this other song..n its realli nice..love the lyrics...

Behind These Hazel Eyes

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleepI'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once againI'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

awww...blergh..please..soo over feeling sorry for myself..ill just move on..n next time no more emotional attacments..ill have my fun n move on..hell y should i bother goin through the relationship crap wen i end up hurt anyway..sure it may seem mean..but cmon..guys..cant expect them to wanna stay in a comitted relationship..so y expect it from them ryt

posted by naddz @ 8:25 PM

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