mentally unstable

damn...im still not asleep..cant stop tinkin bout him..dunno y i i love him so much..well i know duh..but why cant i juz accept that its never gona happen n well move on..was listenin to kelly clarksons since u been gone n gone n im like..bah whatever..then when i listen to u found me i tink of him n i get all emo..stupid u kno..i was tinkin..i mean dun get me wrong i love bein frenz with him but cmonlah im a girl..i need to feel secure..i try to think im fine with the whole open datin crap..well with sum1 im not that into..like shafiee or haikel its fine..but with him i dun even know what its called..juz hangin out or datin or what??n like im totali freaked if he does da same things with another gal..scared me totalli..but hey iv got to get it in my thick head..wer just frenz..n hey i said that without tearin up...dahla..gta slp nw

posted by naddz @ 6:05 AM