mentally unstable

hello hello...how r u all wonderful beautiful...people...good?good...niwez...i wuz tinkin...wad da heck m i gonna do for my bdae....well i noe i wanna get realli realli drunk for 1 thing...who cares what other people say....i dun geddit...they all cen drink all they want whenever they want...n when i wanna drink for once in my bloodi life they dun wanna allow me...argh...alah...so what...im gonna prob spend it with da belles..or whats left of em...n prob get a bottle of wine or sumthin...il juz get hammered for that one day n never again...ooh ooh...n of coz id want the chocolate cake..hehe...oohla...esp if iv got a guy with me..heh heh...then screw the belles...dun need em to hev fun...who m i kidding...the whole world noes hu i realli wanna spend my bdae with...not that its gonna happen...ergh...here i tot this ntry i wont mention him at all...damn i wuz so wrong again...argh..hate being wrong i tell ya...screw it...iv got like 2 months 2 my bdae n i dun care what happens...i juz wanna hev loads of fun that day n hev a hangover the next day....n id better get it...cos my 16th bdae sucked to da max so this had better be good...17 ah well...it wuz borderline...minus ihsan ruining my bdae celebration at musical nyt..urgh...that loser..how i could stay with him that long oso i dunno...

posted by naddz @ 1:32 AM