Thursday, August 05, 2004
at the internet cafe now...got break from like 1030 till like 1...well actualli i took da WAA test thingy at 10 n finished uber earli...cmon its english...if i dun finish earli then theres sumthin rong isnt there....wow...i realli like the keyboard here...i type damn friggin fast....nwe went to da loo after that..then canteen 1....tot naim or fir wuld b there..skali who do i see...andre...wic means..hafiz wuld prolly b there...n durr he was...called naim n aparantli they were at the library so i went over to meet em...watchin like da 2nd half of the spy who shagged me...forgot how funni it was...arnd 1145 they went off to canteen 4 n i went to canteen 1...ran in2 TK along the way....then got sum things i needed(batteries,mentos)...then went out to the main gate...since i knew sum1 wuld prolly b smokin there...n no i didnt smoke..wanted to but didnt....n now im back at the library..bored as hell..still got like what 45 damn minutes more...n so far all iv got are smses from dan n matt...typical isnt it...ah well...u cant win em all ryt...n i think my ring is damn fucked up lah...as in the mood one...im feelin anithin but happy or in love or whatever n yet its like dark blue n purple...puhlees...i bet u its juz followin temperature...i mean wic ring shows moods...how da hell wuld da ring know...hell even if it did itll prolly b one damn fuckin expensive ring duncha think...ok..now its official im in a bad mood...wow..took me that long to realise it...i tot the emo n angsty songs wuld hev made it clear to me...damn im dumb...n i mean dumb in evry aspect in the word...urgh...what...change that to dumb n pathetic can...cos i realli am...dunno y da damn song is gettin to me...argh...ok much better...tink i wanna go home after school..then again who m i kiddin...ill jez go out..call patna or dan or sumthin...or better yet go fort canning n mope...better than gettin pissed off or unhappy n start with my crap...in no mood to do that...ok its onli 1230...ill leave the lib at what 1250...20 more mins to what...think bout it more n get pissed...nah..malas...juz gonna accept my descision n bloody live with it...hell if it doesnt get better then juz get out b4 any more damage is done...or juz dun involve myself too much so i wont b fucked if it bombs...hell..i honestli dont give a shit bout anithin anymore...waste energy only....its better if iv got no feelings or no reaction to anythin..simpler
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