Sunday, November 21, 2004

why be in a relationship when u keep on getting hurt..and when the one youre with doesnt even seem to know ur alive...its like..to him ur just "the girlfren"...im fine if hez like that..im not gna make a big deal out of it..ryt now if he doesnt wana give a shit then i wont too..now if i get smses frm him even those sweet ones..i find myself wondrin if hez doin it cos he means it or cos i sounded it out that he didnt..like the movie..he wants to see it to make me happy n he sez he wont b happi if im not..yeah in other words...he wants me to not be upset with him n take it out on him so he wont b in a bad mood..pleaselah..id rather watch all movies on my own than him cmin with me cos of pity or whatever..no thank u...hell id rather b alone than accept pity...now i even wonder if hez still with me for that reason too..hah..that day when he showed up i totalli guesed dat he read my blog...i oredi knw how the relationship werks..n now if juz gna lay low..y keep on tryn n tryn if its totalli one sided...heck it lah...dun see him till skool starts oso fine...even if he makes plans with me for nithin i alwez xpect him to have to back out last min...know the reason y...mayb i shuld get involved with an orphan..seems easier...i just dun know how much of this i cen take...like now..i know he wont sms...im so tempted to switch off my hp..each tym i get a msg im hopin its him but who is it..idham..its like god leave me alone oredi..at 1st the tot of layanin him wuz like yeah..now its like..hell hez my fren..big deal..he wanna like me fine..its sweet...at least he can b bothrd...yeah i know nsf cares for me...juz tell me not to werk...to get rest to stay hm n stuff....say that hez worid...does he realli mean it..i dunno...n im NOT gna sms him nimore...not at all...y be so pathetic ...seem desprate only...no need..no thanks...like i sed..i dun need pity...if he doesnt wanna b in the relationship anymore..i wont stand in his way..id rather be alone than be with sum1 who doesnt feel the same..

posted by naddz @ 1:12 PM

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