(1)hmm...awal...that guy wuz well intrestin...cos we bickered ALOT...90% of da time we were quarrelin..yet after i left gongshang i heard he was kinda well sad...haha..intrestin eyy...n well he did reenter my life in da future(well get to that ltr)....
(2)...hmmm..had a erm crush on err...haha...hmm Herizal(yes that guy hu got stabbed with a penknife in anak metropolitan 1)..haha...we wer frenz n stuff n me likin him wuz very on n off but nothin realli happend...in sec sch we got close but i got closer to fathrul n well got bored of talkin 2 him....grew up i guess eyy
(3)haha...well...there were rumours that i liked izwan from my moms class..well i didnt like like him but hell he was super cute...got hell from the netball girls(yes i was in netball-WD)....n my moms class...but puhlees...he wuz too pretty...not my type...too damn quietlah...n please..im so not datin a guy prettier than me!!
(4)this guy i went to umrah with....saufee...was real cute n we hung out a lot esp when we were the onli 2 families stuck at jeddah...evry1 els went for a tour...we stayed at hotel to watch cartoon network n eat coco pops n stuff....hello...sick of swarma oredilah...but he was msian so duhh
ok..haha sec school...the boycrazy nadiah is unleashed...n that is not a good thing.....haha...
(5)...err...hafidz...yes as in senor...haha...lasted a whole of 2 days i tink...after sittin in malay class with him...god kill me
(6)johan...yes as in johan buckle(tink thats how u spell dat)...yes he had a gf...but he was juz so well cute haha...
n now we come to the ultimate one...da guy iv been crushin on for a realli reaali realli long time.......van damme,raspberry,six pack refrigerator(his nicknameslah)
(7)...Mohamed Nazir Bin Juma'at...wow...i 1St met him on 8/8/99 durin nat day cos he disturbed me...but after a few more encounters i wuz smittened...sure i got in2 a lota trouble with the minahs cos of him n stuff but good god was he HOT!!!the abs...the ass...the hair..the arms...wad els is there???hmm i oso dunno...haha..hell i tink if i saw him again ill still b wholalalalala....haha...damn...i wuz seriously crazi bout that dude...even thou i had many other 2 second crushes after that(all of em wuz juz so that i cen get over him)....ok enuf bout the Hot 1...next.....
(8)idham...well we were "together"..didnt werk...few months later he;z with ashedah..then he'z with shaikhah...n then a lot more came after that....didnt count as a boyfren
(9)rahmat...ah the 1st boyfren....he was great...he realli loved me...would do nithin for me...yet i felt nothin for him...we were together for almost 3 years n i felt nothin 4 da guy...y...i dunno...guess cos his family wuz fallin apart n i was da onli one hu understood n knew how he felt n how torn he was...esp when he had to up n leave for the uk...still luv him as a fren...keep in touch...but thats all...he'll still alwez b my 1st(boyfrenlah)...n still the one who wouldve realli made me feel like a princess but i could never b with him....
(10)shaiful...moms ex student...a lot older than me...dun even ask wad i was thinkin....i was upset over my gmom....he was alwez at da hospital...he was da 1 i could realli tok 2 n who wuz alwez there when i wuz gonna break down...but i alwez saw him as da older brother...so...nothin happend
(11)shafiee...hmm...not much actuali...he liked me...n juliana hated my guts cos he did...
(12)ammar...well saw him at da mrt n bus a couple of times...spoke too but nothin...n haha wanted 2 ask him out but haha..never did....
(13)eman....haha...here comes the eman n ammar story...yes i was a major bitch here...so sue me...niwez i started chattin at mirc n met eman...we started gettin realli realli close n when i found out one puasa nite that nazir wuz atachd i went to him....n i started to chat with him n ammar all in da Lps site...one nite i saw a convo btwn him n ammar wic shocked me...n after tokin 2 ammar n eman n ammar again..well eman told me the truth...he liked me...n well i liked ammar...but knew eman better n didnt tink ammar wuld everr like me...so i went for it n eman n i were together....but days ltr ammar admits he oso liked me (CRAPPP!)...n after that problems arise...esp after a hari raya outing where me n ammar wer so flirtin n eman wuz dumb enuf to not see it...well ammar n i had this connection...he just ..got me...n i him...he knew me better than even eman..n eman wuz well too boring...there wuz juz no chemistrylah..n well..in the end it caused me to break up with eman n well i tot mayb me n ammar could u noe..but haha ammar wuz atachd!!!...haha..so kablooi..
(14)awal again...well on 31st dec 2001...da x gps kids came to my place..n well aparantli me n awal had a well thing..so we started smsin n stuff but onli started to flirt sumwher in feb n march 2002...n it wuz nutz lah..nothin realli happend cos he was juz well weird n i ended up with zhofry insted....
n now comes my sorta 1st bf that i realli liked
(15)zhofry...well we sat next to each other in sec 3..kinda tot he was cute but thats all...he sat opp me(in our group) in sec 4...me lach,kenny n him...n well cos i wuz welfare ofc i had all their hp nums..inc his...nwe..we had dis angel mortal thingy for vals day dat year n haha i got him as mine so i knew bout his obsession with blink 182 so i got him stuff on them...haha..but when i wuz out buyin it...i smsd him...shaikhah got hyder n she didnt noe wad to get so i asked him....nwe we started to sms after that b what 1st started a silly fwded smses turned in2 advice for him with sum gerl he realli liked to advice for me bout awal...then wen da march hols started we started hevin sms marathons...from morn till like 3 am..n ahaha there wuz signs he myt like me...well shalin managed to get him to confess the nyt i had dinner with the belles(to her)..n on friday he finali told me(shockin i noe)..then wen skool started we started flirtin like silly idiots...it wuz onli a week ltr that he asked me n i sed yes...but after a month plus he started chattin to dis farhana gerl n we grew apart n well duh we broke up..hello he insulted star wars...that is just wrong!!...wuz upset for a while but got over it...too bad we're not frenz...he tot i started datin awal again after we broke up(well i sorta did kinda)...n he hated ihsans guts...oh yeah speak of da devil...
(16)ihsan..the worstest boyfren ever!!!!!he hit me..made me stop tokin 2 fathrul(of cos i still did)...tried to drug men hev sex with me..hmm...wad els eyy...never left me alone even when we were oredi over...cant tink of nithin werse...oooh..ohh n he cried each time i tried breakin it of....plus he wore tapered pants!!!!!!!!eew!!!!!!
(17)started hangin with fathrul n hilmi a lot...went for this camp with hilmi..kinda started fallin for him but nah....hello my best frenz best fren..u crazy ah..thats juz against the rules
(18)liked zafer...well tot he was cute....that wuz it
(19)..hafiz...m not gonna say nithin....but he was my 1st love...mayb i still hev feelins for him...i dunnolah....dun reali feel like tellin da stori now...but well...lets juz say he was the best...n i well messed it up....ah well..hope he is happy...thats wad matters...but i will say this..he wasnt that good of a kisser
(20)haha sagar...dated n stuff but nah...u noe y
(21)had a crush on akash...haha...i noe...esp after my stay at da hospital..but nah..hez too much of a bro to me n u noe y....
oh well..thats all of em..long ryt...haha..n funnili i wuz onli serious bout 1...haha...ah well who cares if it didnt werk out btwn me n hafiz..if its mean to b..then who knows
posted by naddz @ 1:43 AM
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