Wednesday, November 24, 2004

well things are ok now..i mean we're still broken up but frenz...i hop...i mean i know that deep down i dun wanna b juz frenz but im not gonna b the crazed loon who wont let go...im gona respect his descision n juz move on...i dun wan the whole hafiz thing to happen again...then again is this a break up as in for good?...never gona happen again or isit a "break" to cool off n stuff?...i dunno...shit..i was fine...now im cryn shit shit shit..what i juz read this one msg frm him in sept...it wuz so sweet so naturalli i muz crylah...cos like duh ill never recieve dat kinda sms frm him nimore...god..this bloody hurts..i knew it was tru...the whole nothin good lasts forever...it didnt...told u so...n the whole wenever sumthin good happenz to me in the end itll juz blow up in my face...damnnit..i dun wanna think about him...it jus hurts too much...n it totalli affects my werk...damn lah...im such an idiot..a fool..a gundu...kelabu asap...wad else..ah u get the pic...matt told me that if its meant to b then he n i will end up together again...truthfulli...i wish it was...but i dun think he feels the same...hell i dun regret watever happnd btwn us but i juz hate the fact that we'r givin up on us juz like that...n it wuz all cos i couldnt let go of the whole movie thing...bodohlah nad...no wonder ur alone...thats just how it works...looks like ill b attendin shalins weddin alone...craplah i realli hate myself....n suddenli im woozy..muz b all the pills..ok then..gona go sleep now

posted by naddz @ 7:41 PM

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