mentally unstable

ok..idham is talkin to me again...wer still frenz..yay...n well he still is intrested in me...n now after talkin to syaril n knowin sumore stuff...im beginning to not doubt his intrest in me anymore...no i dun like him...n im not gona fall for him....well i cant n i wont...im through with this whole relationship craplah....why sia when it will oni hurt me if i get in2 a relationship...it alwez does...damnit im cold...watchin days of our lives n im so damn sick n tired of bo n hope..he like duh wants to b with her but juz cos he THINKS shez with franco then he commited himself to billie...n now da gurl is preggers but hez neglectin her to try to b with hope...what the hell sia...hmph guys...dunno what they want..typical ryt huh..now im like whatever...didnt tink that hangin out with the guys wuld b fun..esp syaril..hell i juz met the guy n now hez like the one i go to whenever im damn pissed at idham or nithin...kinda intrestin realli...he n irealli click n well hangin out with him is realli realli kewl n fun...hez prob one of the few people that can actualli make me genuineli smile n 4get bout the whole sophan n me thing...sure i still think bout sophan but like i sed..gota get over it..he himself sed he dun wanna tink bout the situation...wenever he sez that it feels like iv lost hope...n as much as i wanna keep holdin on i feel like i shuldnt...but hey i sed i will so i will..but well err if

posted by naddz @ 4:23 AM