Monday, December 06, 2004

these 2 entries are so sweet....juz wished that...arggh...screw that tought....like i told myself...im just going to let go..stop holding on to sumthin that just isnt there anymore...sum1 who just isnt there...i know a part of me will still b holdin on but i tink its time i told myself to accept it...lets juz say that i lost my wallet..

: THIS IS WHAT A GIRL TOLD A GUY :


If you see me walking the road with someone
else It's not because I like his company
Its because you're not brave enough to walk
beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my
heartbeat

If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Because you're not there to catch me fall

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound

Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of him
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with
.



"HOW THE GUY REPLIED"


When you thought I wasn't brave enough to
walk
beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty
that stands before me

When you thought I was too deaf to hear your
heartbeat I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship

When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already
grabbed a branch

If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am
lost I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with
.

WHEN I SAW YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...
WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...
WHEN I HOLD YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...
NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...
I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...
YESTERDAY IS HISTORY...
TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY...
AND TODAY IS A GIFT...
THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED A PRESENT...

SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...
BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...
HOLD ON TO THE PERSON U LOVE...
BEFORE THEY SLIP AWAY...
OR ELSE U CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK...
I WAS BORN WHEN YOU KISSED ME...
AND I DIED WHEN YOU LEFT ME...
BUT I LIVED FOR THE MONTHS U LOVED
ME...

UNTIL THERE WAS YOU,
I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP...
WHILE I HAD YOU,I FELL ASLEEP WITH A
GENTLE
SMILE ON
MY FACE...
BEFORE I LOST YOU,I WORRIED MY SELF
TO
SLEEP...
NOW THAT I KNOW UR GONE,
I SIT UP AT NIGHT, WAITING FOR U TO
COME
BACK...

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

From the very beginning,
girl's family
objected
strongly on her
dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with
family background, &
that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her
life if she were
to be with him.
Due to family pressure, the couple quarrelled
very often. Though
the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked
him: "How deep is
your love for me?" As the guy is not good with
his words, this often
caused the girl to be very upset. With that &
the
family's pressure, the
gal often vent her anger on him. As for him,..
he
only endured it in
silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally
graduated
& decided to
further his studies overseas. Before leaving,
he
proposed to the gal:
"I'm not very good with words. But all I know is
that I love
you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for
the rest of my
life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk
them round. Will
you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination,
the family finally
gave in & agreed to let them get married. So
before he left, they got
engaged. The gal went out to the working
society, whereas the guy was
overseas, continuing his studies. They sent
their
love through emails &
phone calls. Though it was hard, but both
never
thought of giving up.
One day, while the gal was on her way to work,
she was knocked down by a
car that lost control. when she woke up, she
saw
her parents beside her
bed. She realized that she was badly injured.
Seeing her mum crying, she
wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all
that could come out of
her mouth was just a sigh. she had lost her
voice....
The doctors says that the impact on her brain
has caused her to lose her
voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but
with
nothing coming out
from her, she broke down. During the stay in
hospital, besides silence
cry,.. it's still just silence cry that accompanied
her. Upon reaching
home, everything seems to be the same.
Except
for the ringing tone of
the phone. Which pierced into her heart
everytime it rang. She does not
wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a
burden to him, she wrote
a letter to him saying that she does not wish to
wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In
return, the guy sent
millions & millions of reply, countless of
phonecalls,.. all the gal
could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The
parents decided to
move away, hoping that she could eventually
forget everything & be
happy.
With a new environment, the gal learn sign
language &am p; started a new
life. Telling herself everyday that she must
forget
the guy. One day,
her friend came & told her that he's back. She
asked her friend not to
let him know what happened to her. Since then,
there wasn't anymore news
of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an
envelope, containing a
invitation card for the guy's wedding. the gal
was
shattered. When
she open the letter, she saw her name in it
instead. When she was
about to ask her friend what's going on, she
saw
the guy standing in
front of her.
He used sign language to tell her "I've spent a
year to learn sign
language. Just to let you know that I've not
forgotten our promise. Let
me have the chance to be your voice. I Love
You." With that, he slipped
the ring back into her finger. The gal finally
smiled.
Treat every relationship as if it's the last one,
then you'll know how
to Give. Treat every moment as is it's the last
day, then you'll know
how to treasure. Treasure what you have right
now, or else you will
regret one day..

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