Monday, November 07, 2005

visited khalids mother n father yesterday....aka my paternal g'parents...hvnt seen em since what...last raya...felt guiltylah cos i do like em...anyway..guess what i found out..khalid(aka my moms ex husband n unfortunateli my father) has a new bloody goddammed offspring...a gal..hmm looks like ill b gettin less money when he dies..dammit..oh who cares..he prob forgot i existed when i was what 2??i pity his wife..gota take care of 4 brats(his 2 sons,daughter n him)..not my problemlah..

im so darn sick n tired of that euransian yaya papaya...cant he bloody take the goddammed hint..leave me the hell alone!!!i dnt bloddy want u..ur a two faced...backstabbing..arrogant..bigheaded n not even good lookin arsehole..id choose taufiq over u even if he was shorter than me..wore tapered pants n wayyyy too much gel..he badmouthed my cuz..my mom..and insulted my frenz n guests at my own house...i couldv broken the plate of cookies over his overprocessed hair..but nah..the cookies nice..dun wanna waste em..mayb i shuld go lesbian ah..easier than havin to deal with him and any other guy that walks this earth...urgh

iv got 3 more kids on my "kids i actually like n bother bout" list..aunty sharuls girls..sabrina,sofia n salmah...theyre so darn kewt..sabrina and salmah were havin an all out war between winnie the pooh n squirt and love-a-lot bear n sum pink dolphin i didnt kno i had..sofia onli joind in a lot later..hell i even tried to teach em how to play need for speed underground 2..hah..they werent that good but hey theyre what 4..5??..they didnt even wanna go home siah..hmm..but no..still doesnt change facts that i wanna remain single..childless and stretch markless..

last one..took the mert juz now n guess who was on it with me...hint..i thot i was in love with him for almost 2 darn years..yep hafiz..n guess what..nothing..i felt nothing!!no butterflies no wantin to take same bus as him..hah..talk about realli gettin over a guy huh..

dahlah..update for the weekend complete..

now i need to pretend im actualli payin attention..