skewls startin in like 2 darn days..xcited..yes..malas..hell yeah..tho im glad i emaild my lecturer to change classes for y thurs n fri practical n tutorials..at least if im with ashwin n effendi then can still take cab if desperately late ryt..not that i dont like the other class tho the onli one i kinda talk to from that class is probabli charles..that poor guy..remind me to pulverise samay when we get back to skewl..terrorise charles and me sorta..(not that im not used to it)..tink last tym i got bugged for kinda likin sum1 was when i liked sophan n dis ivan made it so darn obvious..altho me n sophan did get together lah..but hello since when did i like charles??oklah oklah hez cute..and nice..but cmonlah..this is me..even if iv got crushes on other guys and stuff ill never betray the guy im with..no matter what..sure I did it when I was with eman(still cant believe I did that ok)..but well after the same thing happened to me im not gona do dat ever..wait..how come I suddenly talking bout this…
went out with shaikhah n lach today..yes iv not seen em since well forever..esp shaikhah…so glad she made it siah..when taufiq and I talked bout the shoot n her I realized how much I missed the time I spent with her in sec sch..after the big blow out in sec 4 we never act bcame close again..n I miss that friendship with her..it was never the whole competitive love hate thing like what I had with shalin..it was comfortable..wer kinda alike and we don’t judge each other and respect each others decisions so its healthy..same with lach..even tho iv been close to her a while n not as long as with shalin I know I can tell her important stuff..even the stuff shalin would expect me to tell her..i dunno..i guess I used to look up to shalin n patrina n Diana so I just went along with them and let what they thought n said affect me but now its like..whatever lah..ill do what I want..so what if all my relationships never work out n if my mom can be a pain sumtymz..and well I dun have as much freedom..i happen to like my life..my mom does mean well despite her weird ways and well she supports me with whatever descisions I make..and well so I may not be able to stay with a guy for more than a year(besides rahmat but that was what sec 1?)..but well I v been with diff guys and well it’s the experience and who knows ill meet sum1 who I myt b able to make things work with..
im bacck..yalah yalah..long time never blog...padahal grounded..aka stay home all day and do what...play game!!!!yes soon my darling ps 2 will meletup(translation burst into flames)...y cos evryday play game...if not need for speed then pro evo soccer..or winning eleven..or harry pothead..or(u get the idealah)..i tink i need a game ban...then everyty friendster got sum weirdo either msgn me or wantin to add me..boleh mati..i do what i do best..ignore aje..unless theyre cutelah haha..got 1 look exactli like nazir siah..woohoo..cuteee..but no..i shall stick to my no relationship no feelings clause..skool 1st...must survive these next 2 semesters then whoppie actachment!!!!money!!!aeroplanes!!yeahh!!!ok dah mental dah..
argh..im hungry...dammit..(dats what happens wen u eat practicalli nothin for buka and skip sahur)...errgh..lucki my mother dunno wad penyakit takin us out to makan at magic wok..butter prawns..fried wanton...thai chicken...chicken...oooohhhh...haha..what..cant blame a gal for thinkin bout food now..i want kuih!!!the darn chocolate oat thingy is so calling me...
nadiah nadiah eat me eat me
haha yes i am crazy...
cookie crazyyy!!!!!blehhh
i cleaned out all my stuff!!!yes all of them...like this box i had that kept evrything that reminded me of hafiz(yes i know..barf)..from that paper he got when he came to shalins,to the pastamania receipt he told me to keep when we 1st got together, to the duck from the duck race ticket he bought from me..theyre all gone..n yes that shows im completely over the dude..furthermore it made me realise..what he n i had was not love..it was nowhere near what well me n sophan had..finalli huh..realised it after what 2 darn years..
my study rooms looks so nice now..the shelves are gone and replaced by bookshelves..so now iv got a wall..yes a wall..so in like 3 days up will go my harry potter,legolas and liverpool posters..just went to jb to get em framed and get cookies for raya..cant wait for monday..gonna go shoppin for clothes at city square with sum frenz..oredi got my eye on a few tops from s&k and sum adidas stuff..
cant wait for skewl to open..get to spend more time with my AT frenz,lyn and the remaining 51 people..tho i tink there are none left..sad dat adams gone..no more frenz frm his course..oh well..iv still got my people..even sadder i dont share anymore classes with the ivan group..alwez looked forward to AL on mondays and thursdays...im to blame..for screwing up 2 sems ago..if not ill b with em last sem and during graduation..blah..stupid melah..
