this song just says it all..
love this version compared to the other(thank u one tree hill)..
anyway..
know when u feel so strongly abt something..
but u strongly dont wanna feel the way ur feelin..
thats how im feeling now..
i know i know sounds confusin..
hell im confused..
its like i tell myself to feel a certain way n behave a certain way
but inside eveything is juz frozen..
oh hell..its nice to feel numb sometimes..
if its possible to feel a gazillion different things at a time..
im feelin that way now..
its just too complicated to explain..
sorry
*jeling seh dia*
that was what those iritatin mats i was stuck with said..
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwww
luckily ikah was late so i kena alight at bedok..
Saturday
went for YCP..
was sooo semangat abt goin to the gym... skali..forget shorts...bodoh.. headed to bugis to get my tops..(i love love love bugis streetlah) then headed hm to get ready met ikah at arnd 4plus n went down to town Toys R Us.,wana apply for job.. was like so phew to kno azmil wasnt workin... tho idiot akbar still teased me abt him..
whatever ehh..
met up with shai, masturah n yaz at ben n jerrys
*ikah n yaz talkin bout dunnoe what*
*yazid looks so darn kedi*
*she had to rub it in that she got fudgebrownie*
i was super iritated oredi cos no word from him n kena pick up tickets 1 hour b4 the show..
so when he finalli arrived at 8+
when he said hell reach at 730..
i was havin major mood..
very tempted to get the tickets giv him n go home..
but he was bein very patient n nice so me mellow down a bit
(n i repeat.. A BIT)
signed up for that E2 max thingy at cathay(finally)
then watchd Pans Labyrinth..
n guess wad..i loved it lah..
as unstable as this sounds..i love the fawn..
but i so think perdo shuldv shot the capitan in the head..
as in turn him into a singh n give him a nandek(salah spellin i kno)forehead
went to watch The Illusionist at Lido after that..
was oredi tinkin
"skali they stage the whole death thingy"
n whaddya kno..betol haha..
kinda regretted cos i realli wanted to watch Half Nelson..
but the movies still rocked
*i alwez put the piccies that i look nice in*after lido we walked back to Cineleisure decided to hang out at E2 Max..since he hasnt seen High School Musical..we rented n watchd..ok he watchd..i kinda tersleep..
*tryn to stay awake but failin*hung out after that n headed back to tampines for breakfast..after months of cravin burger king crossainwichsi finally finally had 1..but weirdly..i was full even b4 i finishd it..overall..it was a fun 12 hours..n on the 11th sumore..*winks*me n seha were talkin n both of us agree..wev got gd bfs..n ironically both bfs live in woodlands..n me n seha live on opposite sides of the road...haha..
*oklah..heres 1 he looks nice in*thanks for stayin awake n patient with me yest..i was bein a total PTA(Pain in The Ass)yet u still tahan-ed the moods and the snapping its weird..its almost been 2 years yet it doesnt feel so long..ok this line is very *phuke n barf*
but
i love you..
dude..(ninja turtle virus)good luck for ur ippt 2mr..think grasshopper..mayb cen jump far..
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Its over...and now im sad...
gosh...i cant believe it..
on 7th February 2007..
my life in poly..traveling like a goondu to clementi..
runnin after 154,184 or the shuttle bus like an ass..
goin up the godforsaken hill..
is over..
flying away from here...
Yeah Rite!!
finishd the presentation @ like 4am the day itself
ok ok finishd 90% of it..
thank god ashwin drove..so did the rest in the car..
presentation started late and everyone took so darn long..
people were either psp-ing..sleepin or camwhoring..
ok ok..the camwhore was just me..
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*my pushpop obsession* it matches my blazer!!!
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*darned fringe so iritatinglah*
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*the 3 cheap labourers from Eagle Services Asia*
lepas(after) the presentation(mine)
went outside to meet the rest n camwhore sumore..
luckily they were doin the same..
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*gareth & me*
notice the guy with the cam bhind us
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*charles aka the mongolian,myanmar mat/my scandal & me*
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*chloe..aka the girl who switched places with me*
had a breif encounter with soppz also..
nwe..lepas itu
me,elf,charles,jie ling, gareth, daniel n yong liang went for lunch
at pepper lunch..hmm ironicle eh..
arrgh..m gonna miss them lah..
ok will update later..
includin my movie marathon yest...
toodles..
*song of the day*
*richard marx & donna lewis - at the beginning*
yes that song is super ancient but i cnt help but love it.
work at esa too long..now listen to gold 90 songs..
eh at least not 94.2 ok...juz imagine me..
listening to spin or spoon or sum other form of makan(eating) utensil.
its weird not workin..
sure i enjoy the wakin up at odd hours but cmon..
who are we kiding..i already do that..
*Monday*
went to cgh with grandad for his eye check up...
ended up buyin those nutrition bars..
what??theyre nice..esp that yoghurt one..yumm..
went home n tried(keyword tried)
to do my presentation..got as far as the 1st 2 slides...
wound up reading all 3 archie comics i bought/borrowed
overall miss pemalas stayed home n well lets juz say that
payin an xtra 10 bucks for the set top box is worth it..
plus outside is the only place where the set top box has any problems*evil laugh*..
*Tuesday*
woke up at 1...
yes 1!!!..n still tossed n turned b4 realli realli gettin up..
what got me up in the end...
my gdad sayin "tadi pagi atok beli chapati"..
of course miss pakistani aka me shot up
bathed in record breakin time(3 minutes)
n ate the chapati n prata(what i was hungri)
then continued to my dear presentation
juz came back from my run..
gonna eat now...haha...
run then eat..how effective of me ryt..
ah hell..ill go to the gym 2mr..
after that ill b meetin dear shaikhah who has been off radar for so long
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beb..this photo is like super ancient lah.....
u better not disappear last minute ah..
if u do i will run over ur boyfriend with his bike
plus...
lacheemi..aka my lesbian girlfriend will b endin her development thingy soon..
yahoo...
i wanna go clubbin again!!
tho minus the drinkin ah...
Cancer
Cancer, you and Pisces need a protective stone.
Sapphire or Citrine would work fine.
All the signs, all of us, will feel the intensity of the energy coming. Protection is vital for us all.
Cancer's love stones are
*Rose Quartz*
Ruby Crystal and
*Pink Kunzite*
Buy fresh blue berries and eat them once a week, or wear a
*Lapis Lazuli *
close to your throat; either will open your third eye or keep it open.
Kunzite will bring harmony as well as love.
*i love the rose quartz most* but my fav is alwez amethyst.
n me read sumwhere its one of my birthstones also...
alah..all books say different
*Ngee Ann Poly AT Class of 2004*
had our grad celebrations on friday..pizza!!!!
got loadsa "what happend to u","u look so different" and the typical "nadiah u too skinny" from samay..my lecturer was like "nadiah u dont eat ah??"
n i juz said "sir...4th pizza sir"..haha..padahal i tink it was my 5th slice...
had our last test...wic naturalli we erm discussed...haha
n as usuall...i teleft my stupid shoes in skewl...arrgh..
thank god charles took it home for me
*thanks dude*..
sophan was ther..but well stayed clear from him..
sumhow even when they mentioned him i felt nothing..
went for dinner with my family @ habibie at nyt..
supposed to go jb but mother was tired..
n sanur is pretty ex..so i suggested habibie..
n ok ok i wanted to eat the butter prawns..
sat..was spent at work..can u bliev it!!!
had to go back at like 730 to get debreifed n then
had to train the temp minah n minachi how to
continue on the cell audit project n the critical part management proj..
naturalli they took forever to understand it..
urgh...wanna bash their heads in..
onli got off at like 4 plus/5 n
then went home n out again to run errands..
after which met up with boyfriend to watch the match..
livpool n everton drew*bloody hell*..
but cahill is hot!!!
opps *Sorry garcia*..
today...went to watch multiple personality disorders..
n it rockedlah!!!
i love hossan..tho no no more silly crush on him.
like the one i had in pri/sec sch...haha
ate at han's after that..
mom had the fish n chips n me had the linguine n grilled shrimp..
n yes..its better than pastamania anytym..
ncxt up..titoutao..
dim sum dollies
n kumar the queen!!
now...back to job huntin...
n i dnt know if u can read tis in camp(ill change the template soon oryt)..
nwe glad we spent like more than half the time not fightin yesterday..
nxt sun is a date oryt..since its the 11th(tho ud btter plan)..
*muahhz*
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