mentally unstable

**Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical**
25th November 2006
2.30pm

im so damn glad i went for Puteri Gunung Ledang..
it was super duper nice..

ok so i preferred the 2nd half of the show
but the whole thing was fantastic

Tiara Jacquelina is super hot..
the Stephen Rahman Hughes guy can really sing..
actin a bit the stiffla..
n the guy playin Adipati..is from 4U2C!!!
my gosh..
n i love his voice too..

n i just wanna state how i tink Hang Tuah is such a goon!!!
i mean..marry the Sultan sudah..
he already killed Hang Jebat cos he was told to..
n Jebat was onli avengin the dudes "death"..
n now..play out his 1 love..cos duh Sultan..
stupid horny ass..
well his son is cute tho..
i mean in the musical lah..

but the story is sad..the endin esp..
its like ur hopin Tuah would arrive at Ledang in time..
but u know its like so not happenin..
but u still hope..arrgh..if Taufiq wasnt arnd
i would have started tearing like durin the "breakup" song..
im such a sucker for sad musicals..
Les Miserables i cried..
all 3 Chang & Eng i cried..
even Sound of Music i felt sad..
haha..im nuts ..

nwe..ran in2 Shahdon n Shai..n me Shahdon n CT went to steal photos
cos didnt get to go for autograph session...*sad*
saw Khairudin Saharom n took piccie with him..
ok suposed to take a pic OF him for Ella but alah..
since hez standin nxt to me..ambil ajer ah..hehe

went to Vivo with fiq, ct, dhaniah n zul..
met up with adam n wati..
damn fun..realised how we are all interconnected it diff ways..
or by diff things..
went huntin for atm like crazy people..
n eated at Secret Recipe..
had Ben & Jerrys..fudge brownie n chocolate peanut buttercup..
yes i kno iv got like 2 tubs at home*thankeww moms*
but hell cnt help it lah..

onli got home arnd 11-ish(so much for my 9pm curfew)
n iv made a vow to agree to goin for any musical my mom wants to take me to..haha..


dhaniah,zul,me,ct & shai

Adipati, Hang Tuah n Tiara!!!!(PGL herself)

me(polka dotted goon for the day)
n the future ocifer..i mean officer

me n Khai..ignore the face...
i realli needed to go pee lah

posted by naddz @ 2:36 PM 0 Comments

Supermalas at work no
yesterday was super fun
went to toys r us after like forever
gosh the place has changed so much
But one thing I was so glad about
Azmil was NOT arnd
Don't think I wouldv wanted to see him
Oredi see his pic in lans friendster pics I get minor heartpain

Dnt get me wrong
Im not still into him
But the crap that happened was well crap
N the feelins I had with him was way diff than taufiq obviously
But it was those like summer romance thingys
Nice while it lasted but will ultimately end

Still I enjoyed the movie sessions where we would steal each others food
He would steal my shawl cos it got too cold
And hangin out will the wee hours at places I rarely hang out at

Sorry fiq
Me talking bout this will prob piss him off
But he has nothing to worry about
I know hez worid
From getting mad cos I said aermy was cute
Getting a bit edgy when I mention my guy frenz frm work n stuff
Telling me abt the horror breakup stories his bunkmates kena
He says he trusts me but cnt blame him for still bein worid
But I dnt see the point of me being unfaithful
I hated it when it happened in sec 4

N when I did it to eman n ammar I wasn't proud of it
So no even if we had a fight n u went away for months
N azmil suddenly wanted to be with me
I prob would tell him to get lost
Well I would stay frenz with him but nothing more
Thank god he doesn't try to control me or anithin
Tho I find myself juz runnin it by him if im goin out with guys esp
At least he knows

If other goondus wanna say im a flirt then go aheadlah
Aniwe me n rino then went to makan at billy bombers at the new cathay
Had the same old thingy again haha me what
Then I was craavin ben n jerrys so had a sinful 2 scoops of fudge brownie n chocolate peanut buttercup

Still dunno wic is better
Eatin ben n jerrys from the tub or in the cone
Wdf..cone..definitely
Nxt time
Im putting both choco sprinkles, nuts and choco fudge on it
Im patiently awaitin my darned pay

I need money godaammit
Mr liu suggested that he talk to my hr guy abt transferring me to the shopfloor
Ok as much as im dyyying to be there
I love my area
I love being soooo neaar to the cnteen
And I love sleepin durin lunch
And I want them to keep me around after grad
Although I am goin to apply for that SIAEC Non Destructive Tester job
But 'there a Destructive tester job available???hahaha
I wish

End of the month coming
Yahoo
Chocolate buffet at swissotel here I come!!
100 more buckaroos into my psp fund
gonna get meself the white psp
since mamat has black
then can transfer all the mind your language episodes

oh blimey!!

Arrgh I love that show
N if giovanni really exists now n is my age
I would soo have a humongous crush on him
Saw that episode the "queen" was in
N he was dressed like a mafia guy
So darn kewtlah
N Danielle is damn cool
Esp when she constantly slimes that Swedish bimbo..

Ok people
if u know of any halal n pretty nice makan plces
In the east/central area do tell me..
My dept wants to go makan nxt week n we'r sourcing for a place
So if u know of aniwher to go tag me ok
Or email pc_gurL11@hotmail.com

As much as I want her to be happy
1000+ bucks on phone bill is terrible
ok so mayb she has found herself love n shez happy and that's good
but please don't go around complainin that uv got debts
this n that
but spend that much on calls n smses
like wdf
my bill highest 200+
n that’s with both handphoness
I give uplah
I just don’t want her to attack me for no reason
U may think that the entire world just revolves arnd u but guess what
It doesn't

Oh well at least she isn’t weighin me anymore..
Tho if she knew I was 42-43 she would flip
But considering the asian BMI
Im just nice
Cos I tink asian is lowered by like 2
N my bmi is 17.5
Normal BMI is supposd to be between 18.5-25
If lower by 2 for asian
Its 16.5-23
So im fine...HAH!
To think she wanted me to be like ...
Mampos
Urgh
Denial
To go MOS tonyt anot
Malas actually
Screw it lah..
Gonna go tamp..get meself my bagel
Murtabak and ice cream..go home n sleeeeeep..yawnz

posted by naddz @ 8:18 PM 1 Comments

him fiddling with his dog tags and his burger..check out the cheeze n the sup..like no diff

im so greedy arent i

my burger..looks darned good

so what i planned didnt realli turn out like i wanted..


had to minus out a few things but it was still super cool..


i had to run arnd like goondu..


get the strudle..


went to clarke quay to get the fish n chips n


failed terribly at hidin the fact that wer gna take a cable car..


it was still a success..





ate at billy bombers.. we both had burgers wth out own toppings..


i had chicken with onion rings and american chilli..


he had beef with egg, jalapeno peppers n melted cheezee..


n the cheeze...


i tot itll be on the burger but noooooo..


it came in a soup bowl!!!!!!!


of course i stole some..ok ok a lot..


hope i get my pay 2mr..can go eat again ;-)





hez like 3 weeks away frm pop-ing..wanna go but well..


work.. entah..see how things go..


i miss him..but oh well..ill survive..


never thought id be this in love..





but im happy..


sure we alwez bicker n have fights that last for like what 5 minutes..


but its alwez abt sumthin stupid..


n after that we're fine..


all the big issues..


wev talked it throu n well nothings perfect..


but he knows i wnt ever be that girl who dates or fool arnd with other guys n i have faith that he wnt do the same..





if he does..ill kill him..


haha..nolah..


like i said..if he wants to b with me he will..


if he doesnt i wnt force him to stay..





i will now leave u with words said by Giovanni Capello (MinD Your LanguaGe) "Santa Maria!!"...
b4 meetin him


the cable car...at mount faber

the jewel box...kinda..

us.....

posted by naddz @ 2:23 AM 0 Comments

my favv piccie of the nyt


saturrday

invited sum of me frenz over..

was gna cencel cos tok was in hospital
but felt bad cencellin..
but was glad i did...had loadsa fun..
charles came over..aslam..
ycp ppl..
well mainli zul,shai,shahdon,yazid n yihan..
stayed n played ps2,wolf game n ate till arnd 9..
shahdon,shai n zul went off for a movie n yihan went home..
fiq was supposed to go his aunts bt stayed in the end..
til like 12..both him n yazid were hooked on fifa07..
adam sent em back afterwards..
oh yeah n ika came too..
the funniest thing ..
yat said ppl he knows who kno me tink im a flirt..
well i tink the few ppl we mutualli kno are like the former gps ppl..
u kno those hu never bothered bout me when i was the former fat me..
suddenli loose weit n "hi nadiah..cani have ur number"..
yeah ryttttt

got pretty upset wth fiq over sumthings..
as relieved as i was..
i felt a bit wdf..
i mean..this whole 2 years..
bsides the whole goin out n hangin out with charles(ok i liked him then)
thing n the whole
"oh im goin home ah sori cnt meet"
padahal go watch poseidon with azmil n go home at 5 am in the mornin
thing..
iv never once cheated on two or 3 timed him..
n well if i did..i woud sumhow pecah lubang myself..
things are great now..
n he was tellin me that 111106 will be our special day..
awwww...
sumtimes i wana get mad also cannot..i juz love him 2 much..
hez just so well..taufiq..
honestly dnt care wat others say abt us..
im happy so sue me..
im a boring,conservative(well kinda) gooondu..


me and him....

fiq,me,ika n yat (taufiqs usin my gdads kain pelekat n songkok!!!)

the guys playin wolf..minus zul

charles, aslam n yazid..amused over well..sumthin

posted by naddz @ 1:58 AM 0 Comments

this week rocked balls...

monday had a date with seha..
ate at s-11 n got to gossip bout whats been goin on..
wanna go back to TRU so much but forum has changed aparantli
sucks that so many ppl are gone..
onli old staff left are ppl like sulaiman,lan,seha,ct,azmil,linda
oh gosh..tink thats all..damn sad siah
tuesday...ikah n me hung out..
wed..met up with shai n hung out/ate @ airport..
thurs..cnt remember what i did..
oh yeah go hm n sleep..

friday..came superlate for class haha..
then supposed to go marina south for that steamboat thingy..
but me n charles werent realli up to it..
he didn want seafood n me i didnt wanna travel too far..
so we went marina sq...
walked arnd like goondus n finalli settled at "Changing Appetites"
from the time i saw
"Fish & Calamari" on the menu i knew i was gona order it..
wanted the huge choc drinks but decided against it..
oredi planned on gettin secret recipe cake..
hung out as esplanade after that..
me n sida bought nescafe coffee frm 7-11..
it wasnt a caramel frapp drink but well 2 dollars for 2 drinks was fine with me
it was fun
tho armyboy was upset that i didnt msg him for a whole week..
esp after our small fyte..
other than that..fri was nice..
liked hangin with my classmates...


my stupid curls gone oredi..hence the muka boring look..


my choco indulgence wic was eatened by me, sida n charles
it was total guilty pleasure

sida n yong liang..waitin n waitin for their food

my fish n calamari...sooo damn nice!!!!

charles's dory...he was xpectin sumthin else tho

posted by naddz @ 1:36 AM 0 Comments

44kg...so mom is pretty happy with me
guess whatever spell khalids mom put on me is gone eh..

busu smsd askin if i wanna go to khalids place for raya..
hell even if he wanted to give me 1000 bucks for raya..no thankeww
eeeeeeewwwwww...
again..he isnt my father...hez jus contributed the sperm...
what..not as if he was around what..
tink pak long was more of a dad to me..

speakin of wic..went to the 3 kuburs today..
nenek's then pak longs n then noyangs..
kena attack by kengerra..or isit kerrenga..
entah..i noticed(during the fort canning trips with soppz)
that i alwez kena attack by ants but mosquitos leave me alone
weird ryt...

anyway..armyboy is away for field camp..
he actualli got realli sick last thurs n got out for a while b4 bookin in friday...
so we had dinner at fish n co that nyt..
i do miss him..but its not the "urgh stupid f-ing army...im gonna die"
kind..im actualli ok with him being gone n stuff..

he comes back fri..n will b arnd for my raya gathering saturday..
so he'll get to meet charles..haha..n ashwin!!!
gota restrain him from stranglin ashwin tho..

n charles n i both agree..dont invite sean..
gosh still remember last year..
didnt get to prevent him frm cmin.
n when he did..
1)he was being his "im better than all of u cos im eurasian n my dads sum big shot at SIAEC"
2)he kept dissing charles n his choice of army over airforce..fine im biased towards charles since i had a thing for him then but hell i tink the army is betterlah..
3)after buyin food..n gettin the stuff ready..he was following me arnd the darn kitchen like sum lovesick puppydog...boleh mati yo..
got lots morelah..but ultimateli i wanted to take my lightsaber n hit him on the head..
oredi when both he n taufiq were paintin my place n when they came when nenek passed away..almost got war between those 2(daytona match)..juz imagine if both came for raya..
plus got charles around(tho nothings goin on lah)..
i dont even wanna kno wad would happen..

i was gonna invite sophan..but nah..besides hez got his dance performance..

oh yeah n speakin of performance..i got the tickets for puteri gunung ledang!!
goin with ct...aka taufiqs sis...
dhaniah n her bf probabli.
n my other lesbian gf...lyn!!!
yay...
tho i wish armyboy could go..
oh well..

ok..me gota sleeepppp now...
got a date with seha 2mr...
gosh i hvnt seen her in months sia..
arrgh..i miss my toys r us people!!!!!
esp erwan, ayam, azhar, vic, mark, azmil, ct(yes even with her nagging), kak zalina, all the other crazy people that work there..
i miss nightstack..sharin cab home..
saturday late night movies...followed by supper at mc cafe..
tho the last time i did that was erm...oh yeah..poseidon..
i wasnt even payin attention..
juz checkin out the hot guy(he was in grind!!)
stealing food from azmil..n tryn to stop him from stealin mine..
n constantli checkin if liverpool won the FA cup anot..
was it FA??entah eh..oh well..
i just miss em lah..but if i go back i will diee man..dieee..

argh...2mr work!!!!
nvm..
4th of feb habis..
4th of feb habis..

n i seriously think my course sucks..
dahlah so hard to get in..12 points siah..
then nak pass pun susah..
its tru about np..
gettin an A means havin to realli semangat to the max..
haha..no wonder i onli get A for the few subjects i like..
how i got an A for engin maths 1 also im still wondering..
then again..wic goon passes the maths based subjs..
but fails maths...haha..that would be me!!!..
oh heck that..im a confirmed graduant..
must start making my suit..(n yes i mean the guys suit)..
im graduating "click five" style..(",)

posted by naddz @ 1:50 AM 0 Comments