this end of the year sucks to the max..
gdads off in mecca so im stuck at home
with a mom who is so self centered
and seems to think that shez the only one with responsibilities n probs
and a maid who is so bimbo
and..i would elaborate but malas..
i mean ok..i spent the morning
at work then rushed home to come home to one big mess..
kena fix cupboards..carry this carry that..
like thai construction worker aja..
then yet mother says i dunno how to do work arnd the house
hello..then when the maid is gone who cleans the house..
she carry the vacuum head thingy oredi dah back pain...
banyak cantik her face say i never help out arnd the house..
n can still tell me to hurry up n move out..
but when i wanna move to stay at adams she dont let..
urgh cen dielah...
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auntie thinks i should visit motherz ex husband
aka khalid..
no im not callin him my dad..
sure mak long says no matter what hez still my father..
like i say...he just contributed the sperm..
auntie sez he misses me..
hah...puhleeslah..
some things u just know...n i know for a fact that he does not miss me..
he didnt even want me in the first place..
whatevrlah..i know im not goin there or even grandmoms place..
who knows what spell she put on me..
eegh...
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hvnt seen him since he entered ocs..
enough said
wheeze
urgh...im feein terrible..been sick since like the msia trip..was falling sick then..n now im super gone..cant sleepthroat hurts, eat n i end up phukinbody achin like madand i look like a walkin hospital bedsheet..aka pale lah..i hate gettin sick!!!!seelah...go act hero sumore..walk in the rain..see what happens now..stupid..plus now..im gonna be super broker every month..joined boxing and body combat classes..cnt wait to recover n start goin...plus i even have access to gym equiptment n a freakin sauna..n after payin i dont have any money to eat..so it makes my mission so much easier
balik kampong
i am off to melaka..then kl..if u want me to buy stuff for u..u know where to reach me ait..hopefully i can find me a liverpool jersey there..gonna miss u goons..*muahzz*..
boxed up
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*From the team that brought you the well-loved "Tainted Flower" and "Sketches: A Story of Hope",Yellow Chair Productions proudly presents its latest offering,
A tale of a maid who gets transported to another world where she least expects to be but needs to be at.(yes shai i stole it from ur blog...)
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*dont wanna think or talk abt ithavnt had my monthly stay up n cry session in months..then again with my home bein overrun by kaypo grandauntie nkids that i love but wayy to tired to layan how to have alone timehence the take everything out on taufiq week..seriously was being a bitch n a half this week..things i never gt angry abt i got angrythen again remind me that confidin in charles n eli mayb not the best thing..both keep tellin me the same things that onli give me more heartpain..n me..i even let waht they say get to me...n then i take it out on fiq..he has been real sweet toleratin it as usual..n better than he used tobt too much can drive a person nutz..think the only good thing that happend was our sat outin to seoul garden n the same watch getting thing(yes we have the same watch..but diff colourlah)im happy he got into ocs..not gna b seeing him for the next few weekswhich is pretty ok since wer not together also..taking time outi can just imagine the girls that pretend that hez juz their friendbut so obviously have a thing for him..grinning like mad..yes we'r takin a break..wanna go after him..be my guest..so does that mean im free to date other dudes??..(look at that line any way u want it..i dnt care also)(n no i am not in any way intrested in datin other dudes)will b busy with interim report, n boxing training to update mayb..n im leaving for KL this friday nyt...will be back monday morning
so till then i prob wnt b blogginn yes i joined a boxing class..both california fitness cos of the gym n facilities n a real boxing skewl..goin 2mr..1st time..so looking forward to punching n kicking sumthing..n especially gettin punched n kickd..
camwhore
*piccie from taufiqs pop..*
UPDATE TIME!!!
I finally have time to update to heres a short one.last week was eventfulhad gastric flu...still have it..urghwent to taufiqs pop(wic is a story on its own)met his momaparantly made the best marble cake everr..spent a whole day just on shredding papers...10 trashbags(those big ones) full..missing rino..nvm..book out we are eating at family international buffet!!!and sat..went for ycp photoshoot..the camwhore in me was super duper happy that day..gonna miss dear shahdon when he enlists..anyways..i know i emailed oredi but well i thought blog skalicos bodoh me myt email salah..Syima..we did start off on the wrong foot..that whole fiasco that happend those months back was just plain bodoh and i apologise for my part in it..i hope we can just bury the hatchet(and i dont mean chopping sum1s head off) and move on..i apologise again..especially for anything i said which directly or indirectly hurt your feelings..and lets just leave the past..well in the past..where it belongs..*yawn* ok..still full from all the stuff i ate..*went Billy Bombers with shai, shahdon, taufiq, yaz(who i cnt blieve only had coleslaw!!) and yihan(just realised i meantioned everyone acc to alphabet)..and still got meself 2 sinful scoops of Ben & Jerrys..wouldv gotten just one but well..it feels weird havin peanut buttercup without fudge brownie..oh gosh..mayb ill suggest to ESA to get Ben & Jerrys to open there..since rent free waht..ok ok..stop...today goin Rice Table with dear mom, uncle wei jen, uncle allan n auntie ai ling..haha..still cnt blieve khalid(aka mothers ex husband n the dude who unfortunately is my father)was jealous of uncle jen..then again..if mom n him ended up together..i would be super happy..hell get to live in canada..siapa tak happy seh..the food!!!heaven yo..esp the nachos n pina colada(virgin one lah)..n the dudes..oklah..i still prefer spanish dudes...Luis Garcia*swoon*..
NORTON!!!
*me, yaz, shai, ella n dhaniah*
*me gettin squashed* 
*i look so garang ryt*
*hez lucky i didt throw him*
*this shot is so PGL but i want jebat!!!*
Qoute-ing Shahdon..Virus!!!!
*me & mel*(reunited ex-LPS students)
*the gorgeous gals of YCP*
*Shaiful's Angels(im the lone devil)*
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Finally....Yellow Chair Productions!!!!
sick doctor fun
stupid saturdayhad to acompany my injection forgetin aunt to the doc..low blood sugar or sumthin...didnt get to go for photoshoot..but i did promise dhaniah id go nxt week with herso next week it is..armyboy came over..we got stuff from ntuc and cooked..yes cooked..he made spagetti n i made lasagne..tried makin rice crispy treats...it ended up bein wayyy too kerastoo much marshmellows perhaps..urgh..now i feel sick..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~i love the dude..sure my frenz prob tink "wdf is wrong with u"well sum of em do..but like i alwez tell em..things happen for a reasonand no matter what he is a good guy..and ok sum guys prob tink juz cos hez in ns im like super loneli..amazinli im not..ok i see him like what..a few hours a weekbut when hez in camp i dont mind juz headin home after work..i like the "me" time iv got..or gettin to meet up with my frenz too..*yawn*..ok ok gota sleepwill update ltar...:
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